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scordatura

scordatura

hate myself
Sep 12, 2025
123
I don't know what I'll experience when I die, but if your life does pass before your eyes? Is there anything you'd like to experience again?

For me, it would be a thunderstorm I saw almost 20 years ago. It was the most incredible sight I have ever seen.

It was a 14 hour drive, crossing a huge bridge over water, in heavy rain. It was the most crisp and jagged electric flashes of bright neon pink, against a pitch black sky.

I've never seen another thunderstorm even close to how dramatic this one was. It's rare I experience a good thunderstorm now. Often it's during the day... when I can't see how beautiful it is.

Lots of love everyone, there's not much is there?
 
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Front Back

Student
Apr 27, 2026
164
Man I can't even remember what event I have, but I probably want to ride me motorbike in rain listening to Musics of me choices before I go.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,360
No . Nothing that isn't related to me actually executing my suicide. I don't want to remember anything of this hell . I'm glad that Non-existence forever will wipe any memories. Plus never any extreme suffering or unending constant unbearable excruciating pain. 1 micro second after my brain dies I will cease to exist for all time . It will be as if I and everyone alive now never existed. Same will happen to every human alive now
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
936
I'd like to experience being with all my pets that have since passed away.
 
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mistake22

mistake22

Member
Feb 28, 2023
56
I don't know what I'll experience when I die, but if your life does pass before your eyes? Is there anything you'd like to experience again?

For me, it would be a thunderstorm I saw almost 20 years ago. It was the most incredible sight I have ever seen.

It was a 14 hour drive, crossing a huge bridge over water, in heavy rain. It was the most crisp and jagged electric flashes of bright neon pink, against a pitch black sky.

I've never seen another thunderstorm even close to how dramatic this one was. It's rare I experience a good thunderstorm now. Often it's during the day... when I can't see how beautiful it is.

Lots of love everyone, there's not much is there?
Nothing comes to mind but im sure it would be nice
 
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ThunderBringer

ThunderBringer

Paladin
Feb 16, 2026
23
All joy I've ever felt in this life has had a dampener on it. It feels like some distant thing I can see but never interact with. Despite this, my 'happiest' moments have always been when I organize a hangout for my friends and I. I love watching them have fun. I think to myself "I did this. Hell yeah" so any of those moments would be more than enough for me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,404
No, I wouldn't rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious free from the torture, pain and cruelty of this existence that I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me.

I'd only be glad to never suffer again, I just want peace from this torturous existence that never should had been imposed at all, if it's up to me I'd just choose to completely erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just want to be free from the suffering of existing.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,454
I'd like to be in Kew Gardens again- with my Nana.
 
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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
248
Gaming, music, anime. But deffinitely not something that involves other people.
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

Member
Jan 23, 2026
53
I'd like to experience hanging out with my irl best friend again
I've sabotaged all my friendships and I feel very empty without them
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,445
no,
I am already done,
maybe my beloved pets are waiting for me on the other side
 
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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
541
i would like to relive a few hookups Ive had before (chem sex for the win) and also relive the first time I tried weed for time 😂
 
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Isolatedloser

Member
Dec 14, 2024
64
I instead have a desire to see my biological father pass on. Maybe he will be on the other side when I'm there, despite my lack of religious beliefs.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
454
Yes, there are some memories I wish I could cherish forever. If only there was a way to relive my best moments of my life... if only...
 
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Knives_14

Knives_14

Love & Peace
May 8, 2026
24
I would love to relive those few moments i've had with my father before he passed when i was a little kid.
I would also love to spend again more time with my best friend who ctb few years ago.

I think these are the two things i would love to experience again.. it's disheartening to realize you no longer remember your father's voice.
 
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PanaxMan

Water fasting until death (Currently homeless)
Apr 11, 2023
679
I don't know what I'll experience when I die, but if your life does pass before your eyes? Is there anything you'd like to experience again?

For me, it would be a thunderstorm I saw almost 20 years ago. It was the most incredible sight I have ever seen.

It was a 14 hour drive, crossing a huge bridge over water, in heavy rain. It was the most crisp and jagged electric flashes of bright neon pink, against a pitch black sky.

I've never seen another thunderstorm even close to how dramatic this one was. It's rare I experience a good thunderstorm now. Often it's during the day... when I can't see how beautiful it is.

Lots of love everyone, there's not much is there?
The last time I ever saw my parents smiling or my great gaming time moments. Those were bliss along with cheating in school. That was a lot of fun
 
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Thisiscertainlyause

Thisiscertainlyause

Member
Sep 27, 2024
18
I think, when I walked down the pier near me. every time I do I imagine what it'd be like to just keep walking, it's always at night so it's just this abyss, there is something that comforts me in that, so having it be the last thing I remember would be nice
 
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