If I were to kill myself, nobody would cared

[zoftchan]

I have no friends, I don't go outside. The only online friends I have ignore me. I've trying making friends with other depressed people,incels,hikikomoris,etc no matter where I go, I get blocked,bullied. Am I too clingy? Too crazy? I don't know why, not even my own family cares/loves me. I have no one. No one loves me, nobody cares for me. I wish I could be seen. I'm always in the shadows

 

[instormdrains]

I'd care :)

 

[nails]

this hit really close to home. i'll be dying unloved and unnoticed, it really hurts. i've tried to make friends and maintain friendships for years now and it all falls apart in the end (if it even starts).
i understand your frustration, everything feels so futile and most people don't understand. i wish i had some advice i could give, but i'm still looking for that advice myself. all i can say is that i hope you find some people who treat you well and cherish you.

 

[zoftchan]

I'd care :)

Thank you so much

this hit really close to home. i'll be dying unloved and unnoticed, it really hurts. i've tried to make friends and maintain friendships for years now and it all falls apart in the end (if it even starts).
i understand your frustration, everything feels so futile and most people don't understand. i wish i had some advice i could give, but i'm still looking for that advice myself. all i can say is that i hope you find some people who treat you well and cherish you.

Thank you so much. I hope you can live well too and make friends. I care for you much love

 

[dreaming]

I can only really think of one relative who could possibly find me, and it'd basically be by accident if they did.
I don't really have any friends either.
If I had to make friends I'd want to be friends with someone who relates, but I'm honestly unsure how to go about making friends who are hikikomori types like myself.
If I know I avoid others, that means others like me are doing the same.
But still, I hope you can find a friend who understands, somehow.