TheMountainTreeEgg
Fish
- Dec 9, 2024
- 52
I hate myself, I find myself too weak to continue in this world, I'm stubborn and not a good person. Regardless I have been able to enjoy myself.
I really like skateboarding, I skateboard every single day so that I can to improve. Besides being a really fun hobby, it is also my therapy. In august summer of 2025, I accidentally cut my wrist and had to get some stitches, I wasn't able to skate for 10 days until the wound closes up, for some reason, those 10 days felt terrible. I've come to the realization, that the only reason I'm still alive besides my family and friends is because of skating. If my ability to skate were to suddenly disappear I wouldn't last much longer. Even with my two reasons keeping me afloat, the elements of the world continues to chip away at me, bashing me endlessly. If I'm not satisfied with my improvement over the next year, I will CTB.
I really like skateboarding, I skateboard every single day so that I can to improve. Besides being a really fun hobby, it is also my therapy. In august summer of 2025, I accidentally cut my wrist and had to get some stitches, I wasn't able to skate for 10 days until the wound closes up, for some reason, those 10 days felt terrible. I've come to the realization, that the only reason I'm still alive besides my family and friends is because of skating. If my ability to skate were to suddenly disappear I wouldn't last much longer. Even with my two reasons keeping me afloat, the elements of the world continues to chip away at me, bashing me endlessly. If I'm not satisfied with my improvement over the next year, I will CTB.
