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iamalreadydead

iamalreadydead

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Nov 25, 2022
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I feel like I've had this extreme sense of grief sitting in the pit of my stomach that randomly flares up and takes ahold of me for no fucking reason since i was an extremely young child, like 4-6 years old

Its like im homesick everytime i go outside and sometimes even when im home, and its like its directed towards my body as well and not just my surroundings and its also directed towards the people in my life

Maybe its cuz i was beat as a young child or something
 
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