NotOkay_
The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
- Dec 2, 2020
- 238
Idk if having a partner would help? Or if this isn't my method? it's too slow and gives too much time to think and i worry my anxiety might fuck it up. *sigh
I would be the same if I were in your shoes.
Some people think this is "just drinking fast something" but it's so much more than that!
SI, anxiety, fear, etc.
Sorry you're suffering, dear. Hope you can find a solution. Maybe a partner could help you, as you said.
In my case, I don't want any partners. (Too scared one of us survives and ends up in jail lol)
Some people think this is "just drinking fast something" but it's so much more than that!
SI, anxiety, fear, etc.
Sorry you're suffering, dear. Hope you can find a solution. Maybe a partner could help you, as you said.
In my case, I don't want any partners. (Too scared one of us survives and ends up in jail lol)
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fedupsoul
Confused
- Jan 19, 2021
- 57
NoWayOut22
Member
- Nov 13, 2020
- 47
youre not ready then. something is pulling you or keeping you in this world it seems.
maybe its a sign to stick around for a while.
NodusTollens
☾
- Nov 17, 2020
- 989
:( I feel like this would be an issue for a lot of people, because it is a fair amount of time & SI/anxiety love to work double time. :(
Though I can appreciate how it feels to have the desire to CTB, as first, it's not an easy decision to come to, & secondly how frustrating/defeating it is to get there & be unable to follow through. I have a few failed attempts under my belt, so I understand how you're feeling.
Sorry you're feeling down, I hope you're able to find a solution that works for you. <3
Though I can appreciate how it feels to have the desire to CTB, as first, it's not an easy decision to come to, & secondly how frustrating/defeating it is to get there & be unable to follow through. I have a few failed attempts under my belt, so I understand how you're feeling.
Sorry you're feeling down, I hope you're able to find a solution that works for you. <3
sadworld
existence is a nightmare
- Aug 25, 2020
- 3,870
I'm sorry 
I've been there too and it's really hard... There is just so much time to think and you can't do it impulsively because of the regime... It's the only method I have at hand right now but I don't know if I will ever be able to do it. I hope everything works out for you. Hugs!
I've been there too and it's really hard... There is just so much time to think and you can't do it impulsively because of the regime... It's the only method I have at hand right now but I don't know if I will ever be able to do it. I hope everything works out for you. Hugs! 
