raindrops
Someday, eventually
- Mar 29, 2020
- 450
All I do is wake up, do some basic living, play video games, go on my phone and sometimes (rarely) meet with a friend.
I am 30. I have only my grandmother and my cat by my side. They are my world!
I play video games so much to distract myself, I distract myself so much I disassociate completely. Games are my hobby though, I just miss coming home from work after a long day and gaming was well earned then.
Before I went offline I'm playing with a friend I met on the game who is 22. He has a friend who is also in his 20s. His friend said to me, I'm not saying bye to that - "i hope you dont wake up in the morning and if you do, kill yourself"
I get told "look at you youre 30 get a life"
"wheres he gone and just look at you now"
thats in reference to my ex leaving.
This isnt just trolling
the person is well aware that i was in a 15 yr relationship.
I feel like hearing this was a message to hurry the fuck up and do it
idk.
i dont post or even lurk much here even though im always contemplating ctb.
I am 30. I have only my grandmother and my cat by my side. They are my world!
I play video games so much to distract myself, I distract myself so much I disassociate completely. Games are my hobby though, I just miss coming home from work after a long day and gaming was well earned then.
Before I went offline I'm playing with a friend I met on the game who is 22. He has a friend who is also in his 20s. His friend said to me, I'm not saying bye to that - "i hope you dont wake up in the morning and if you do, kill yourself"
I get told "look at you youre 30 get a life"
"wheres he gone and just look at you now"
thats in reference to my ex leaving.
This isnt just trolling
the person is well aware that i was in a 15 yr relationship.
I feel like hearing this was a message to hurry the fuck up and do it
idk.
i dont post or even lurk much here even though im always contemplating ctb.
