spooky_kxtty
Chaos
- Feb 20, 2023
- 40
This is probably gonna be short because my mom is yelling at me across the house. I've vented to my boyfriend and a couple friends before about being depressed and after getting better and finding purpose I can help but feel myself slowly starting to fall back into where I was and Im having to force myself to eat, breaking down wanting to cry every day, loosing my empathy, ripping out my hair, and the thoughts of CTB have come back. I feel like I have demons haunting me and no one knows right now how bad it's gotten. I want to CTB so badly and can't stand myself but I can't break my promise to my boyfriend and I feel so lost and don't know what to do.