Thank-you to all who have responded. I'm at a point in life that I cannot bounce back from, and death seems to be the only way out. Because of my situation, my options are limited.
I found out about this method in December 2020, but during my research, came in to the information that the reaction caused by the mixture of chemicals is quite flammable. I am familiar with the required chemicals to mix. Burning to death is a very painful way to go...
And the only enclosed space I would be able to access is a motel bathroom. I have read many stories of this suicide method failing in motel/hotel bathrooms.
Yes.... i have experience with detergent suicide in 2010...in Japan.
I posted this on another thread.....but i will say it again here.
i mixed sulfer lime with toilet bowl cleaner....in a big glass container in a field near my apartment..... i took a big breath of the rotten egg smell....i instantly saw millions of stars....i must have passed out, because the next thing, i know .... im in the hospital and later transferred to a mental hospital.
I did not suffer any burns or anything.....but i was very very disoriented and dizzy for almost 10 days after breathing that gas.
Had i mixed those chemical in a closed room....and not outside.... i would have died quickly and painlessly.
In a way, this gives me hope. Assuming I can access an enclosed space. Thanks. :)