FuneralCry
She wished that she never existed...
- Sep 24, 2020
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As having the ability to exist is beyond undesirable in every way, under no circumstances would I ever wish for existence, rather all I wish for is the peace of eternal nothingness. To exist truly is just meaningless suffering, I never would have chosen existence, more than anything I wish I stayed eternally unaware, only never existing is perfection to me.
I see no benefit to existing as a conscious being who is capable of feeling the most extreme agony all while they are destined for nothing but to deteriorate and die tormented by old age, having the ability to exist truly is a burden imposed on us by those selfish enough to procreate even know we exist in the most hellish reality where there is endless potential to suffer.
To me non-existence will always be preferable no matter what, I only find comfort in death, for me existence was never something worth having in the first place, I see no benefit to suffering in this existence when the peace of non-existence solves everything, simply being conscious and aware is so tiring and dreadful.
I will never be able to understand those who supposedly want this abomination, I find it so tragic how life even exists at all, it terrifies me how a human can potentially exist for so long and I find it disturbing how one can suffer so much yet not die. The fact that access to a painless suicide isn't a human right is such an unacceptable crime, for me suicide is suffering prevention.
I see no benefit to existing as a conscious being who is capable of feeling the most extreme agony all while they are destined for nothing but to deteriorate and die tormented by old age, having the ability to exist truly is a burden imposed on us by those selfish enough to procreate even know we exist in the most hellish reality where there is endless potential to suffer.
To me non-existence will always be preferable no matter what, I only find comfort in death, for me existence was never something worth having in the first place, I see no benefit to suffering in this existence when the peace of non-existence solves everything, simply being conscious and aware is so tiring and dreadful.
I will never be able to understand those who supposedly want this abomination, I find it so tragic how life even exists at all, it terrifies me how a human can potentially exist for so long and I find it disturbing how one can suffer so much yet not die. The fact that access to a painless suicide isn't a human right is such an unacceptable crime, for me suicide is suffering prevention.