I agree on rather dying than to "get better", albeit for different reasons which I'll proceed to explain in length here to support my point of not wanting to supposedly improve according to most others by being happier with the status quo.
Whereas many want meaning in relation to others, that the joy of others without more burdening has a dependency on them, that significance is had for the upholding of the status quo, I wish for meaning towards change of the status quo. I'm aware that on a fundamental level this change I desire is an incompatibility with existence as there cannot be meaning with it independently from consumption of experiences for the sake of continues entertainment in itself, but there can be a meaningful absence of experiences that amounts to meaningless punishment, making CTB my best move to achieve not being and not experiencing as my ideal.
Universally I think applying non-existence sooner rather than later would be the ideal course of action for humanity and any other sentient entities, secondarily I think technological advancement towards general AI can induce large change in regards to the power over the management of society, potentially having AI taking the upper hand to minimize suffering and maximize pleasure or entirely eradicate humanity in its benevolent goal, the latter being often regarded as an obstacle to overcome that's likely an inevitable con with making AI instead of seeing the outcomes as preferable to the previous status quo either way.
Society tends to pressure, belittle, condemn and oppress whoever speaks critically of life or about anything in support of CTB since society gains nothing from having fewer slave-like workers and consumers, accepting allowance for any kind of disbandment which is also on the expense of society's blind assertion of "sacred" or "precious" intrinsic value in all human life is not beneficial to the principles promoting only that which has the need machine of life unquestioned, faultily rationalized at large and kept running.
Adhering to this framework is to me something disgusting that's of no interest, it has no respect for me and I have none for it.