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So, i got a part-time job at a charity. It doesn't pay well at all, but I am applying for full time jobs. I hope I will get lucky and be selected for a full time job. Anyways, I'm still depressed and have suicidal thoughts, but my mum would never recover if I kill myself. Plus, I'm scared I'll vomit out the SN and it will be unpleasant. Although, I am prescribed a natural anti-emetic/anti-psychotic. Basically, the SN will cause headaches, shortness of breath and stomach pain. Is this likely? SN isn't exactly painless, especially if you are a sensitive person. Any advice?
 
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Your fears are warranted. It isn't perfect. Some discomfort is likely, and antidote exist. In theory you should be out in as little as 5 minutes but there's reports here that it took far longer. Probably impossible to know in advance how your body will react - possibly try a tiny amount first? I dont know.
 
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heretogethelp

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Your fears are warranted. It isn't perfect. Some discomfort is likely, and antidote exist. In theory you should be out in as little as 5 minutes but there's reports here that it took far longer. Probably impossible to know in advance how your body will react - possibly try a tiny amount first? I dont know.
My mum won't let me ctb and i live with her.
 
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heretogethelp

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Just accept the fact that you won't ctb any time soon
I probably won't. Strangely, before dad left today for Dubai, he gave me £50. In addition to the £20 I already have, once I deposit £70 in my bank account, that's enough to ctb and order SN.
 

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