I work at a hospital pharmacy, which means I have access to a lot of controlled shit

[Kiryu6877]

Fentanyl, morphine, midazolam, dexmedetomidine, propofol, all kinds of benzos.
The question is, how can I CTB effectively and painlessly with these drugs? Maybe using them alongside SN?

 

[marios]

i think fent is more than enough to CTB, are you able to do IV on yourself?

let me say that i am a bit envy

 

[Praestat_Mori]

F or Propofol IV are more than enough. You wouldn't even have to care about the purity.

But - I guess as those are highly controlled substances - it wouldn't be too easy to "smuggle them outside" unless you use them immediately before it is noticed.

 

[wiggy]

I think the appeal of SN is down to its availability, taking it when you have free range over so many substances would be like getting a McDonald's dollar meal when you could eat for free at a Michelin star restaurant.

 

[last_pizza_slice]

Yes, your best bet is to use Benzos alongside SN. This is the preferred method for many

 

[Richard Langford]

If you have access to all those things why bother with SN? IV Fentanyl or Morphine would more than adequately suffice.

 

[theolivanderroach]

I personally would take a lot of benzos, fentanyl (doesn't have to be a lethal dose), and then also order SN. Put SN in enteric capsules. Take the pills. Then after take benzos and fent and drift off. That's basically guaranteed CTB with zero discomfort or anxiety. If not SN, then a lethal amount of fent and benzos.

 

[marios]

Fentanyl, morphine, midazolam, dexmedetomidine, propofol, all kinds of benzos.
The question is, how can I CTB effectively and painlessly with these drugs? Maybe using them alongside SN?

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Preamble I wanted to write something similar to Stan's guide to SN but I hesitate to call this a guide because I can't in good conscience make a guide for something so unreliable in terms of access, lethality, and risk of permanent injury. I.e., traumatic brain injury from hypoxia. SN is a far...

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[Forveleth]

F or Propofol IV are more than enough. You wouldn't even have to care about the purity.

But - I guess as those are highly controlled substances - it wouldn't be too easy to "smuggle them outside" unless you use them immediately before it is noticed.

Second this. You have access to lethal means right there but good luck getting it out.

 

[SchrodingerIsDed]

I personally would take a lot of benzos, fentanyl (doesn't have to be a lethal dose), and then also order SN. Put SN in enteric capsules. Take the pills. Then after take benzos and fent and drift off. That's basically guaranteed CTB with zero discomfort or anxiety. If not SN, then a lethal amount of fent and benzos.

I like that a lot actually. In fact, why isn't this the preferred method? I may be missing something, but if you could simply drift off to sleep then let the enteric capsules do the work, would you not just die in your sleep? No chance of freaking out and calling emergency services. Probably unlikely to spark any suspicions if you just go to bed as normal. Maybe the vomiting might wake you, but idk. That part is pretty gross to me, biggest downside. But not as bad if you just pass out. I really hate vomiting.

@Romanticize I believe it was who recommended against opiates + sn due to the nausea compounding, but what do you think about this method with using opiates and benzos, maybe add some sleeping pills/anti-psychotics with the enteric capsules with sn?

 

[dontwakemeup]

And I'll be very honest with you. You have access to a lot of cameras watching you! If you think you can pull it off, I highly suggest you don't even try it.

 

[roommate]

What if you can find N :o

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

Personally I'd use propofol. It only takes a few seconds for it to knock someone out. Maybe some lidokaine beforehand to help with the burning sensation in the veins.

 

[agapewinters]

If you have access to all those things why bother with SN? IV Fentanyl or Morphine would more than adequately suffice.

Honestly a morphine OD is errr, idk.. it'd probably work with like 100mg and some alcohol but you mind as well just do fent at that point.

 

[Richard Langford]

Honestly a morphine OD is errr, idk.. it'd probably work with like 100mg and some alcohol but you mind as well just do fent at that point.

I was making the point of why bother with SN when other (much better) things are available.

 

[agapewinters]

I was making the point of why bother with SN when other (much better) things are available.

 

[theolivanderroach]

I like that a lot actually. In fact, why isn't this the preferred method? I may be missing something, but if you could simply drift off to sleep then let the enteric capsules do the work, would you not just die in your sleep? No chance of freaking out and calling emergency services. Probably unlikely to spark any suspicions if you just go to bed as normal. Maybe the vomiting might wake you, but idk. That part is pretty gross to me, biggest downside. But not as bad if you just pass out. I really hate vomiting.

Vomiting will not wake you out of a large opioid dose. Also, enteric capsules means the SN won't hit your system until it's in your intestines. I don't know if that still would induce vomiting but if you did, there would be nothing to vomit except some gastric juices assuming you still fasted as per the normal SN protocol.

 

[slinkey10]

Fentanyl, morphine, midazolam, dexmedetomidine, propofol, all kinds of benzos.
The question is, how can I CTB effectively and painlessly with these drugs? Maybe using them alongside SN?

omg lucky you! Well jealous :)

 

[Kiryu6877]

i think fent is more than enough to CTB, are you able to do IV on yourself?

let me say that i am a bit envy

Never applied anything IV, but I suppose its not difficult.

F or Propofol IV are more than enough. You wouldn't even have to care about the purity.

But - I guess as those are highly controlled substances - it wouldn't be too easy to "smuggle them outside" unless you use them immediately before it is noticed.

Its kind of a mess here, I could easily smuggle anything out no problem. Only exception is Misoprostol (abortion pill)
Not that it would matter anyway, I would use them very shortly after stealing in that case.

I think the appeal of SN is down to its availability, taking it when you have free range over so many substances would be like getting a McDonald's dollar meal when you could eat for free at a Michelin star restaurant.

lol. But I have no idea how easy and painless it is to CTB with these, I know that Fentanyl is very dangerous and easy to OD, not sure if its painless though.

Yes, your best bet is to use Benzos alongside SN. This is the preferred method for many

Thats what I was thinking.

And I'll be very honest with you. You have access to a lot of cameras watching you! If you think you can pull it off, I highly suggest you don't even try it.

No, there's not a single camera inside the Pharmacy. I'm telling y'all, shit is very unorganized. I live in a third world country btw.

What if you can find N :o

There's no N here, in fact I've never seen that in my life. Pretty sure only veterinarians got them.

 

[marios]

Never applied anything IV, but I suppose its not difficult.

Its kind of a mess here, I could easily smuggle anything out no problem. Only exception is Misoprostol (abortion pill)
Not that it would matter anyway, I would use them very shortly after stealing in that case.

lol. But I have no idea how easy and painless it is to CTB with these, I know that Fentanyl is very dangerous and easy to OD, not sure if its painless though.

Thats what I was thinking.

No, there's not a single camera inside the Pharmacy. I'm telling y'all, shit is very unorganized. I live in a third world country btw.

There's no N here, in fact I've never seen that in my life. Pretty sure only veterinarians got them.

If I can suggest you one thing, try before to do it a couple of times, don't let the day you are going to ctb the first one..

N is also known as phenobarbital or Pentothal. It's all the same thing

 

[kitkat41]

Fentanyl, morphine, midazolam, dexmedetomidine, propofol, all kinds of benzos.
The question is, how can I CTB effectively and painlessly with these drugs? Maybe using them alongside SN?

Where are you from?
I only ask because where I am from it would be difficult to take that stuff without it going unnoticed unless you are planning to ctb at work! Plus there are always people in the room where those drugs are kept, so again it would be hard to go unnoticed unless they are in on it.

 

[oneeyed]

And I'll be very honest with you. You have access to a lot of cameras watching you! If you think you can pull it off, I highly suggest you don't even try it.

 

[Kiryu6877]

Where are you from?
I only ask because where I am from it would be difficult to take that stuff without it going unnoticed unless you are planning to ctb at work! Plus there are always people in the room where those drugs are kept, so again it would be hard to go unnoticed unless they are in on it.

Brazil.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

There are cameras everywhere. If you do what you're suggesting, you'll be arrested and heading to prison.

 

[Sunset Limited]

4 mg/kg propofol + 150 mg rocuronium. Both injections are painful. First pushing rocuronium, then propofol. Slow infusion with two cannulas solves the pain problem.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Do you truly have free access? My understanding is that every last milligram is tightly accounted for as well as constant surveillance. Being forced to act in a rush to avoid consequences catching up to you hardly seems ideal, not to mention the problems if you happen to survive or abort your attempt and are forced to get help.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Do you truly have free access? My understanding is that every last milligram is tightly accounted for as well as constant surveillance. Being forced to act in a rush to avoid consequences catching up to you hardly seems ideal, not to mention the problems if you happen to survive or abort your attempt and are forced to get help.

I'm assuming it's a nothing to lose scenario where he won;t be alive to have to face the consequnces.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

I'm assuming it's a nothing to lose scenario where he won;t be alive to have to face the consequnces.

Yes but to make the wisest choice those considerations are important.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Yes but to make the wisest choice those considerations are important.

Absolutely. If he doesn't go through with it, he is toast.