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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
I wish that I had an off switch. I wish there was a button that I could press to fade out of existence. I never even wanted to exist in the first place, and existence is just a cruel game of competition and survival. I wish that I could be non-existent; I hate being a conscious, sentient being. I wish I could sleep forever and never have to wake up. I wish that I could be at peace. I yearn for eternal peace…
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,447
Or a reboot and reset button would be nice.

I'd love another chance at life and to be happy like I see others.
 
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Tommen Baratheon

Tommen Baratheon

1+1=3
Dec 26, 2023
431
My happiest moments are when I'm asleep. Problem is to get to sleep first my racing brain needs to shut down. That's not always a problem, but when it is it's pretty bad.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,547
I've always wished for the same but if it was up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish for this existence to peacefully disappear into nothingness with all finally forgotten about.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,012
My happiest moments are when I'm asleep. Problem is to get to sleep first my racing brain needs to shut down. That's not always a problem, but when it is it's pretty bad.
Same, sleep is the only thing I look forward to in life. I wish I could die in my sleep, I hate having to wake up
 
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walkingdead2023

walkingdead2023

Specialist
Jan 2, 2024
377
I wish that I had an off switch. I wish there was a button that I could press to fade out of existence. I never even wanted to exist in the first place, and existence is just a cruel game of competition and survival. I wish that I could be non-existent; I hate being a conscious, sentient being. I wish I could sleep forever and never have to wake up. I wish that I could be at peace. I yearn for eternal peace…
I wish the same 😢😢
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,796
I wish for the same too. A permanent off switch that cannot be interfered or tampered with others sounds nice. I would then finally get my peace
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
Or a reboot and reset button would be nice.

I'd love another chance at life and to be happy like I see others.
Same! It would be super cool if this turns out to be a simulation, so when I die I can just adjust the settings of my life where it all went wrong and give it another run. Maybe even give my source code a tiny tweak.
 
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InAgony

InAgony

To insanity and beyond
Feb 19, 2024
132
I wish this all the time. There's never I moment I wouldn't switch off my life if I had the chance. I'm 100% ready for it to be over, I just lack the courage to end it so an off switch would be perfect.

I wouldn't want a reboot because it would just be replaying the suffering all over again, though I could do some things differently. I do wish I could have had the life others have, if I had to live, but I think there is always some suffering in life so id rather not have to go through any more. I'm told others enjoy living and don't feel they are suffering, so maybe I'd feel differently if I was someone else.
 
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Final_Choice

Final_Choice

Mage
Aug 3, 2023
542
I wish this was a thing. Being able to finally rest and be in peace...
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

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Jul 30, 2020
323
I've always wished for the same but if it was up to me I'd choose to permanently erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all, I just wish for this existence to peacefully disappear into nothingness with all finally forgotten about.
This would be perfect for me. I don't want to have existed. No one would know and no one would hurt or miss me.
 
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