I wish my parents die in a mass shooting

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My parents are going to New Zealand to visit my brother who is studying there. I wish that a repeat of Christchurch would happen sinc they are also muslim.

Maybe once they are dead, I will no longer have survival instincts and finally be able to CTB.

 

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I understand your frustration but to want this is cruel. My only obstacle that is preventing me from ctb is also my family. I wouldn't want to scar them for life. Instead of wanting them to get killed, I occasionally wish that me and my family, all of us would be in a car and the car crashes massively so that no one survives.