ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
Being mentally inept enough to realize I can't succeed and not disabled enough to live in bliss ignorance is purgatory. Doesn't matter what it is I fucking struggle and suck at it. I fucking couldn't even properly handle paper right at work and just look so retarded at each point. Ugly, black and fucking useless I great shame in wasting people's time and just existing feels like a punishment. Can't do my part because I'll fuck it up and make more work for others and doing nothing also sucks. I genuinely wish both my parents could be jailed for being so mentally fucked and having a child and passing on their genetic shitshow to me ensuing a low quality life