Venting I wish I was white

[BornToFail]

I am not racist by any sense of the word; I love all people. I do, however, wish I was white. I feel white, I have "white" interests. Can I identify as white?

 

[Idkaho2]

whenever I think of a black guy who seems "white", I always think of this moment with jon jones even though it's obviously a fake persona he puts on for media obligations. it's hilarious

 

[BornToFail]

bruh

 

[jodes2]

There is one thing that SUCKS about being white. On Reddit at least, it seems to be ok to be racist to whir people in full public. No other race is expected to put up with it. Have you seen the shit on r/WhitePeopleTwitter? FML. Anyway, could be worse. I've never been bullied personally for being white which is something I guess. If I had a job, maybe white people do find it easier to get jobs, unfortunately racism is still everywhere in nooks and crannies even in this day and age.

What "white interests" do you have? Just curious! I have absolutely no idea what that might entail! Very clueless, please forgive my ignorance on these matters!

 

[Rocinante]

Can I identify as white?

sure

 

[Dot]

Tbf ppl of n.e race cn shre dffrnt intrsts - & rce hs nothng 2 d/ wth intllgnce

 

[marcy2022]

I don't know which part of the world you're from but yes you can probably can identify as white but whether it'll accepted by others or how it'll be accepted as a whole dfferent topic. Racism, I've seen it, personnaly experinced it. They come on many forms and none of it is nice to say the least. Then you meet this self rictious white people (not be racist, just that they were white) goes about saying these doesn't matter much as there's word hunger, war and millions of people dying everywhere. In their words, black lives matter or women lives or lgbtq+ topics are just "not that important". It saddens me greatly to see or hear such things and other people agreeing to it. Unfortunately this is the shit that we call "life". Some of us are just less of a priority in the grand sceme of things, atleast in their views. I hate that.

 

[jodes2]

Thank you, I agree. I notice people are openly racist towards white people. I would say programing, retro games, the music I listen to, the way I draw, the way I talk. And just my intelligence levels. I'm sorry.

No no please don't apologise whatsoever. I did ask, firstly! And there's been nothing wrong with anything you've said whatsoever. Thanks for replying to me, very interesting response! And you seem perfectly intelligent (and thoughtful and considerate) to me! If you're into programming, you must have some head on you! Not easy to get into, and very hard to get into professionally, I've tried an awful lot and failed even though I grew up with computers and had guidance from my uncle who was into it professionally. Thank you for enlightening me about differences in interests between races! I wouldn't have dared asked that question anywhere else!

Just another question, sorry - why do you want to be white? Is it not accepted to have those interests if you're non-white, among some groups? Are you having trouble fitting in in places? Where would you hope to fit in?

 

[H0110W]

I don't know where you live but from my experience as a white guy in a mostly white country, there is no such thing as "white interests", you can have whatever interest you want, what the fuck even is a white interest anyway, I can't even begin to think of it.

It looks to me like you are under the influence of propaganda if you think that there is such a thing as "white interest". So stop paying attention to shitty brain rotting propaganda, if you are here you probably are depressed already and you don't need to deal with that bullshit.


Either way I don't know what this has to do with suicide, so feel free to identify as whatever you want, if that makes you feel better.

 

[stermc]

And just my intelligence levels

well that's racist

 

[Teddybear]

I am not racist by any sense of the word; I love all people. I do, however, wish I was white. I feel white, I have "white" interests. Can I identify as white?

Maybe you should ask that question to the guy you have to face in the mirror each morning.

Being colored sucks, more so if all kinds of do-gooders pad you on the back about it w/o listening.

But at some point you got to give your skin the respect it deserves, for its your landlord for life.

PS: Please don't go Kanye West on us here. Because kicking on the guy beneath you might make you feel taller, but it won't raise your own height by even an inch.

 

[Doom]

i wish i was 6.4ft tall black guy with 8 inches cock

 

[BornToFail]

i wish i was 6.4ft tall black guy with 8 inches cock

Well, I'm not 6'4 but I'm packing.

 

[Teddybear]

Me, too, so what? Never impressed any girl friend of mine, just the hookers from the brothel across town.

Being"of size" doesn't improve your social skills one bit. Neither does being white, black or green-blue speckled.

 

[Doom]

Me, too, so what? Never impressed any girl friend of mine, just the hookers from the brothel across town.

Being"of size" doesn't improve your social skills one bit. Neither does being white, black or green-blue speckled.

Maybe not yours, but would improve mine for sure.
Being humiliated by something i didn't choose to have and can't do anything about is very degrading to my self esteem. Especially when im already ugly. There is a great social pressure around the size'.

 

[Teddybear]

People make fun of my lips and I dont like it.

Ah, niice. Have you ever stuck your hand down a girl's pants? I did once with this bbw and it felt like I was feeding a horse.

Gosh, you sound like a teenager stuck in puberty. Sorry pal, but at my advanced age I've learned how to be disgusting all by my lonesome.

 

[BornToFail]

Gosh, you sound like a teenager stuck in puberty. Sorry pal, but at my advanced age I've learned how to be disgusting all by my lonesome.

I'm sorry, I'm just fucking with you, man. I hope you have a good day/night.

 

[Teddybear]

Maybe not yours, but would improve mine for sure.
Being humiliated by something i didn't choose to have and can't do anything about is very degrading to my self esteem. Especially when im already ugly. There is a great social pressure around the size'.

You advertise your "size" on your profile page then? You do realize that nature gave you two hands with five fingers each to "get the job done", right?

And if you're truly that desperate go buy a penis pump on Amazon and work on it!

 

[Doom]

You advertise your "size" on your profile page then? You do realize that nature gave you two hands with five fingers each to "get the job done", right?

And if you're truly that desperate go buy a penis pump on Amazon and work on it!

tell that to a woman, buddy. I am a guy, I want to penetrate, I want to have pleasure too. I don't want to just masturbate every woman i fuck like a lesbian.
Many women are not content with just that either.
You are "gifted" so it's easy for you to say that it doesn't matter, that it doesn't change your social interaction at all. The same way beautiful/avarage people say beauty doesn't matter or rich people say money doesn't bring happiness lmao. People never value what they have, they also like to judge those who complain about not having what they have, because it's very easy to judge the negative side of the coin that you don't belong.

 

[Teddybear]

tell that to a woman, buddy. I am a guy, I want to penetrate, I want to have pleasure too. I don't want to just masturbate every woman i fuck like a lesbian.
Many women are not content with just that either.
You are "gifted" so it's easy for you to say that it doesn't matter, that it doesn't change your social interaction at all. The same way beautiful/avarage people say beauty doesn't matter or rich people say money doesn't bring happiness lmao. People never value what they have, they also like to judge those who complain about not having what they have, because it's very easy to judge the negative side of the coin that you don't belong.

Listen, there is nothing I can tell you to disuade you from the perception you have about yourself. I tried to tell you about the (numerous) women in my life and "size" never mattered to them in the context of love.

If its sex you're after then please go and do something about it. There is surgery, there are pumps, heck there are even pills for "that".

But it won't help you to hold on to a relationship, no matter what the media tells you. Women are not horny beasts but human beings who desire understanding and affection much more than they do a big sausage between their legs.

The later one is a welcome addition, but not valid compensation for a lack of emotional bonding. If it be otherwise then I wouldn't be single.

And on top of that, lest I do a hooker me even mentioning my "size" to a woman I try to hook up with would at best lead to me getting bitch-slapped outta there. So what good should that do me then?

Its like the time I drove a HUMMER: got me plenty of looks and not 1 one night stand.

I wouldn't argue with this guy. He is a poopie-head.

Takes one to know one, doesn't it? Btw, you still haven't told us the color of your skin.

Mine has caused me to be associated with something shitty from the day I was born. Yet that still won't suffice to make me be ashamed of it.

 

[Dead Ghost]

When I've been out on the street I've never been able to see any difference in personality between people who have different skin tones. You mean it won't be a purely cultural matter of where you live? if so, when you leave your environment or travel a little you will find more people who agree with your interests regardless of skin tone.

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Quan he sortit al carrer no he sabut veure mai cap diferència en la personalitat entre les persones que tenen diferents tonalitats de pell. Vols dir que no serà una qüestió purament cultural del lloc on vius? si és així, a la que surtis del teu entorn o viatgis una mica trobaràs més gent que concordi amb els teus interessos sense que importi res la tonalitat de la pell.

 

[Doom]

Listen, there is nothing I can tell you to disuade you from the perception you have about yourself. I tried to tell you about the (numerous) women in my life and "size" never mattered to them in the context of love.

How do you know it doesn't matter? did they tell you or did you read their mind? anyway, you can't really say it wouldnt matter when you've never tried it with a small size. You see? you were never on the bad side, so it's impossible for you to claim that; but I can say that it would matter to me because it's something I've been constantly judged and humiliated for.
Even though there are women out there who don't care, that doesn't negate my struggles. Like I said, people look down on/make fun of men who aren't big, this is something that happens even among men and for someone like me who already has low self esteem, taking these kinds of judgments just makes my mental state even worse.

If its sex you're after then please go and do something about it. There is surgery, there are pumps, heck there are even pills for "that".

Surgeries do nothing and still have a risk of several complications. Do you believe in pills and pumb? that's a bit naive.

But it won't help you to hold on to a relationship, no matter what the media tells you. Women are not horny beasts but human beings who desire understanding an aaffection much more than they do a big sausage between their legs.

you are so naive, If you think that all women only have sex looking for understanding and that men just want to have sex for the sake of it. Sometimes people just want to have sex, nothing more and theres nothing wrong with it. Besides, its much harder to hold relationships when the intimate is not good for one of the sides.

And on top of that, lest I do a hooker me even mentioning my "size" to a woman I try to hook up with would at best lead to me getting bitch-slapped outta there. So what good should that do me then?

Its like the time I drove a HUMMER: got me plenty of looks and not 1 one night stand.

I didn't understand what you said here, I'm not that fluent in English.

 

[Teddybear]

How do you know it doesn't matter? did they tell you or did you read their mind? anyway, you can't really say it wouldnt matter when you've never tried it with a small size. You see? you were never on the bad side, so it's impossible for you to claim that; but I can say that it would matter to me because it's something I've been constantly judged and humiliated for.
Even though there are women out there who don't care, that doesn't negate my struggles. Like I said, people look down on/make fun of men who aren't big, this is something that happens even among men and for someone like me who already has low self esteem, taking these kinds of judgments just makes my mental state even worse.

Surgeries do nothing and still have a risk of several complications. Do you believe in pills and pumb? that's a bit naive.

you are so naive, If you think that all women only have sex looking for understanding and that men just want to have sex for the sake of it. Sometimes people just want to have sex, nothing more and theres nothing wrong with it. Besides, its much harder to hold relationships when the intimate is not good for one of the sides.

I didn't understand what you said here, I'm not that fluent in English.

OK, I am just a naive divorced 60 year old, with more messy relationships behind me, than I care to remember. So what do I know about what women do (not) want?! :D

If you're that obsessed with "size" then I hope for you that you find someone who thinks that kind of obsession is sexy - but I doubt it.

What women like most in men are sincerity and commitment, but I am just talking out of the crack of my sixty years' life experience here.

So you (don't) go bro!

 

[WhiteRabbit]

People make fun of my lips and I dont like it.

Ah, niice. Have you ever stuck your hand down a girl's pants? I did once with this bbw and it felt like I was feeding a horse.

Thank you, I agree. I notice people are openly racist towards white people. I would say programing, retro games, the music I listen to, the way I draw, the way I talk. And just my intelligence levels. I'm sorry.

So you're mad that people make fun of you, but then you body shame and make racist comments in the same thread. Wtf.

 

[Teddybear]

So you're mad that people make fun of you, but then you body shame and make racist comments in the same thread. Wtf.

I am afraid BTF has some humongeous self-esteem issues coupled with a form of ethnic dysphoria. I am messed up in the head, too, but I blame my family, my genes and the times I grew up in for that.

Not the color of my or anybody else's skin. But to each his own I guess. :(

 

[theboy]

White
Black
Sad

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I am afraid BTF has some humongeous self-esteem issues coupled with a form of ethnic dysphoria. I am messed up in the head, too, but I blame my family, my genes and the times I grew up in for that.

Not the color of my or anybody else's skin. But to each his own I guess. :(

I just have very little patience for people who complain about not getting the acceptance they crave and then proceed to spew toxic shit about other people in the very same breath.

 

[DeathBecomesMe_2021]

Ah, niice. Have you ever stuck your hand down a girl's pants? I did once with this bbw and it felt like I was feeding a horse.

WTF?

 

[BornToFail]

So you're mad that people make fun of you, but then you body shame and make racist comments in the same thread. Wtf.

When did I body shame or make racist comments? I didn't mean to come off that way. I constantly get told I'm unintelligent for being black and my interests are weird for a black guy.

So you're mad that people make fun of you, but then you body shame and make racist comments in the same thread. Wtf.

I see how the intelligence comment sounded racist, I meant like white people say that about me a lot, that I'm too nerdy to be "black", and when did I body shame anyone though? I apologize.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

When did I body shame or make racist comments? I didn't mean to come off that way. I constantly get told I'm unintelligent for being black and my interests are weird for a black guy.

I see how the intelligence comment sounded racist, I meant like white people say that about me a lot, that I'm too nerdy to be "black", and when did I body shame anyone though? I apologize.

It was the BBW thing. I saw in one of your other posts that you yourself struggle with being overweight and I doubt you would want a girl to make rude comments about your body.