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supercoolgummybear

Member
May 26, 2026
5
This is probably one of the more fucked up and pathetic thoughts I've had. But sometimes I look at kids in the special ed room and wish I was shaken as a baby or something so I would barely know I was alive and could just spend my life being taken care of while I eat play doh and shit my pants. I would be so much happier. And yes I know this is highly insensitive and yes I am a horrible person for even vocalizing this desire.
 
Hystearical

Hystearical

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,984
You're not a horrible person for having this thought. Come on. I doubt you're the first person to think that anyways.

Saying ignorance is bliss is a cliché for a reason. Awareness can be hellish. A big pstt of suffering is the knowledge of what you lack. I am sure you would prefer a fulfilling life on par with the norm, but if you feel constantly overwhelmed by reality then it is understandable to yearn for a life where that feeling would not be as keen.