Venting I wish I tried full suspension

[SHThrowAway213]

I tried partial again yesterday.
Failed again, which always happens with partial.
I have tried full before, when I was 12.but that was with an elasticated skipping rope so I just got lowered to the ground.
I really want to try full but I'm a bit scared.
What if I still don't pass out and I'm stuck there unable to get out?
Or if my anchor point or the rope breaks?
There's so many possibilities that could go wrong.
I'm scared and I don't want to be
I want to do this right

 

[UninformedLover]

In what way did partial fail? Did you not black out in x amount of seconds?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

In what way did partial fail? Did you not black out in x amount of seconds?

No I can't pass out
I can't find where you have to compress the cartorid artery, I've tried time and time again and even the megathread doesn't help

 

[Girobatol]

Did you lay all of your weight in the neck, with legs fully relaxed?

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Did you lay all of your weight in the neck, with legs fully relaxed?

Yes I did