I wish I live alone.

[abeing1357]

My family is preventing me from doing CTB but I can't live alone because I can't afford paying rent. I also don't have a job and can't drive well.

I'm a stupid and anxious idiot who doesn't know what to do in this hellscape. Fuck my life. :/

I'm sorry if this annoys anyone who is lonely. I hope you feel better and less lonely soon.

 

[abeing1357]

Is nobody responding to me?

 

[chillino]

How old are you?

 

[abeing1357]

How old are you?

Sorry, I don't wanna say it but I'm older than 20 years old. I feel embarrassed about it.

 

[BrainSplatter]

Yeah I feel the same fuck my life like I never asked to be born so shouldn't it be my right to die

 

[abeing1357]

*sigh* I agree. I wish life isn't so hard.

 

[meddle]

you could say you will go to sleep at the friends house and book a hotel room for one night? i live with family too and thats the solution i came up with

 

[abeing1357]

I don't have any friends, and I can't go to a hotel because I can't drive well.

I want to buy SN but I can't deliver it to my house nor a hotel. (My parents discovered my SN a few months ago and took it away from me).