I wish I knew what was wrong with me

[LevUwU]

I don't understand why I'm so fundamentally broken, I wish I did because then maybe I'd have reason for acting the ways I do, for being such a mess and a failure

 

[robotomy]

We're probably not the same type of "fundamentally broken", but i feel the same way in a general sense. Especially the more i think about it...

 

[Dark Window]

I don't understand why I'm so fundamentally broken, I wish I did because then maybe I'd have reason for acting the ways I do, for being such a mess and a failure

You apparently have BPD. This stems from genetics and trauma.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

"fundamentally broken" how do u define it? maybe u have one or more MH disorders. You should consult doctors to get a diagnosis. That can help to treat/cope with it in life. CTB can always be the last resort.

 

[Otaku]

Me too.
I wasn't like this as a child.
And i literally don't know, why my brain don't work like it should.
Our brain is a sensitive organ, that's for sure.