Venting I wish I didn't have to do this alone

[nozomu]

I really wish I could die in the arms of a loved one. And feel comforted that I'll be okay and that I was loved until the end.

But they'd get in trouble due to how the laws are, and no one would really want to be there during my death anyway...

 

[Praestat_Mori]

This is so sad that laws prevent a "comfortable CTB" should one have the desire and if it was possible. Being alone in such crucial moments can be so tough. I hope you find peace.

 

[nozomu]

This is so sad that laws prevent a "comfortable CTB" should one have the desire and if it was possible. Being alone in such crucial moments can be so tough. I hope you find peace.

I'm not going yet but it fucking hurts to know that the moments leading up to it are going to be the loneliest and most horrible moments of my life.

 

[Darkover]

my parents won't support my decision for assisted dying even if it was legalized in my country the vast majority of parents wouldn't want to go through the grieving process they would prefer you be mentally and physically tortured every day then have to go through any pain themselves

 

[tryagain]

I really wish I could die in the arms of a loved one. And feel comforted that I'll be okay and that I was loved until the end.

But they'd get in trouble due to how the laws are, and no one would really want to be there during my death anyway...

I absolutely agree. I would love for my mum to hold me but she would never agree.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's just so sad how this society is so anti-suicide, people shouldn't have to die alone if that's what they wish for. But anyway best wishes.

 

[day]

Wishing you nothing but the best and I'm sorry you have face this all alone OP.. no one deserves that.

 

[アホペンギン]

Yeah, i also feel the same way but anyone who doesn't agree with you wouldn't let you die, when there's so much chance to save you and they know whats going on, they'll call for help. I wish the laws weren't like this and i wish people were more understanding.

 

[SVEN]

The only, empty, consolation I can offer is that if you can manage a goodbye thread, when the time comes, you will know that others who share your despair and loneliness will hold you in our hearts, though we will not be there with you.

 

[nozomu]

The only, empty, consolation I can offer is that if you can manage a goodbye thread, when the time comes, you will know that others who share your despair and loneliness will hold you in our hearts, though we will not be there with you.

When the day comes, I'll be out of a service area so no one can find me. If I'm going to have to be alone, I may as well commit to it