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-autisticSunflower
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- Oct 17, 2022
- 16
Tried partial hanging again and it still just resulted in my head pounding again. I'm so scared to do it but I feel like life is hell. I'm just getting prescribed a diazepam which the thought of is just making me worse because it isn't helping me with my practical problems. Being autistic at work is horrible and I have had so much shit from so many people at work I think I am getting mobbed. I feel so scared and unsafe and I feel my work wants me to kill myself as well. I hate life so much. My meltdowns are increasing because of how trapped I feel as well. Because I feel no control over anything anymore I feel like a child as well.