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sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
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Does anyone else just want to fade away? I wish I could just dissolve and never have even existed at all
 
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AshClouds

AshClouds

In time I started growing inward.
Apr 10, 2023
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I do all the time.
 
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FailureToAll

FailureToAll

Student
Sep 9, 2023
114
Yes, I wish this was possible
 
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Immensevoid

Member
Sep 10, 2023
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I understand this feeling... I feel this way practically always. You are not alone:heart:
 
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SpiritualDeath

SpiritualDeath

I return to the raiding shadows of death.
Sep 9, 2023
209
I always wish I could just dissolve and just...stop existing, so that I can have it much easier than suicide.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Of course, for me the most ideal outcome next to never existing at all would be for this existence to be completely erased. I only see nothingness as being desirable, the thought of this existence disappearing and being forgotten about really is so comforting.
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

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Jul 10, 2023
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I wish I could disappear one day never to be seen again, no one wondering where I went, as if I never existed in the first place. That would be probably the most desirable thing at this point.
 

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