bitofftoomuch
hold onto those who accept your messy self
- Jul 1, 2024
- 38
today is no good. just no good. my reason for wanting to ctb is screwing up a major friendship. today being alone on the holiday really just rubs it in. I can't bring myself to cook or give a fuck about anything. Bad days like this were different when I knew my bestie would eventually get home and lift my spirits. I can't believe I ran away from her. I can't believe that I was seconds away from fixing it and blew it again. I don't want to think about it anymore. I still feel my brain hoping for the old comforts that I no longer have. I don't want to think about anything.
