i wish i could be lobotomized or braindead.

[Kokonoe]

i want to stop thinking. i want to stop feeling. i want to be useless and have a real excuse for it. i don't want any responsibilities or expectations anymore. if i could self lobotomize, i would.

 

[Isolatedloner]

Maybe you could fry your mind with drugs? Just kidding but seriously they can fuck you up but cause more problems. Same with lobotomies. You could also do ECT and convulse and it might work and satisfy that feeling. Idk.

 

[Fadenself00_]

Maybe you could fry your mind with drugs? Just kidding but seriously they can fuck you up but cause more problems. Same with lobotomies. You could also do ECT and convulse and it might work and satisfy that feeling. Idk.

Well, that feeling is caused by functioning brain, and especially the kind of vibe and pleasure and the desire to have that done is based on a functioning brain... As someone damaged by psych meds - no you don't lul

 

[nepentheic0]

honestly as someone who has problems with major disassociation *to the point I can't feel pain etc etc* and a fried brain from drugs and whippits - you just feel like a zombie its honestly not worth it either

To the point I purposely try triggering a manic episode (I'm bipolar) just to feel something that sh and drugs cant even acheive these days. Life sucks either way

 

[Grasp of darkness]

It's a common misconception that being stupider makes you happier.
Stupid people feel terrible too, they just are less aware of certain things.
A friend of mine is 75 iq, has schizophrenia, PCOS and frequent psychoses. I can tell you she suffers a lot.