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Nekura

Nekura

Member
Jan 19, 2026
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We didn't choose to enter this world, we should atleast be born with a choice to leave it. As painless und quick as possible, just the press of a button. I would've pressed that button a long time ago
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
171
That would be so great right ? Shut off system, end of the story. If only it was that simple...
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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We do but it's hard to find. Compression of the vagus nerve in the neck.
 
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amy joyce

amy joyce

Student
May 2, 2026
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We are so strongly compelled to live, given all of our normal reactions to trauma and danger or death, that it's hard to believe we would have the wiring to overcome that easily. I saw a post the other day from six years ago stating how they were going to ctb that weekend and then I noticed that the OP posted again last week (I saw the first post and looked at some random ones in between before jumping to the end). Something keeps most of us from going through with it. A natural strong motivation to keep going. There are a lot of suicides but most of us don't follow through.

If we have a creator who designed us, I believe we are flawed in a couple of serious ways OR that there's something in our midst that makes us mentally ill which is significantly difficult to overcome. Our brains are much different than our bodies in the department of self healing. I've been depressed for so long sometimes it's hard to remember when I didn't feel this way. When I have periods of reprieve it's hard to remember what this depression feels like and I'm at a loss as to why I can't over come it or the draining of energy I have.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,604
I do as well and the fact that there isn't such an option with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what is just so dreadful and terrible to me, I always suffer so much from being burdened with this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, denying the option to cease existing peacefully is such terrible extreme cruelty to me.

I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, this existence truly never should had been imposed and it's so dreadful how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence so torturous and cruel.
 

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