I wish and wish of all these things that couldnt happen

[Surai]

I wish I could forget everything and start a new. But even then would I come to the same conclusions? I wish an angel would come down tell me ill be ok. But would I then gain the courage to end it? I wish this wasnt how it is, but it isnt. Im stuck in my mind and my mind is stuck inside so ill keep wishing. Ill get up and try like ive always had but for what? Its gotten to a point where life has lost its value to me so why should I invest in it? fuck this