actual_fox
Arcanist
- Sep 15, 2022
- 469
Why knowing how to hang yourself (properly, without failing) should be a common knowledge.
Please do not read this If you feel anxious or something. It might make you more anxious and knowing this won't help with anything. I will place no judgment If you decide not to read this, In fact sometimes avoiding things that could make you feel worse is mature decision to make, especially If they are written on the internet.
The main subject is: Shouldn't everybody know how to ctb (even If they are well) to avoid terrible outcomes that could happen to the person?
What I say is something I have been worried for a long time and did a lot of research on this topic. I have also background that lets me understand the world in a way that is not based on politics, religions or ideals such as: good-bad or democracy- tyranny. I more look at energy, resources, laws of thermodynamics and how systems behave. I was thought this way of thinking by economists that look into EROI and that relate energy with economy. The economy talk without speaking about resources is a bs for me. It might work short term but it does not matter long term.
We live in huge societies that are based on very complex infrastructure and we have already overshoot maximum human capacity of planet earth. The problem is we have too many of us and resources fall and with them the capacity to sustain human population. So we should see life getting progressively harder and people getting poorer. I think global elites saw this happening before us and initiated the great reset to stop this from happening. They used Covid as excuse but now they will have to result to WW3 as they hide inside bunkers deep underground. They will use war, famine and plague to lower the numbers of 1st world countries drastically and unpredictably. If world is not a simulation then this type of event will happen only once in the history of the entire planet earth (this is good news), as we used/ diluted all the resources that are needed to build the civilization, so we can also say that If this event of creation of global civilization can happen only once because It would use up all the resources (spread the so thinly on the surface of earth that they would not be salvageable in any way.) then It means that something like Sanctioned suicide is so unique It happens only once every couple billions of years, or more.
Where I am going with this is: We overshoot and we might be facing some things that would be traumatic to individual; like civil unrests, shortages of food and wars. This happened before and are happening now, It is just a question If we would to try to survive by any means necessary, try to repair broken system which might be impossible thus not an option, or choose the peaceful way out. I might be seeing things in too black-white colors tho. The situation might be unclear as seen first hand and thus It would be hard to tell at the start If this is temporary condition of chaos or something like global recession. "They shoot horses, don't they" took place in recession and people
I must also adres what is weighing on me as It was passed down from parents and society: the idea of having to move forward in time and progress further into the future. The idea that I will make It better then the last guy (father), that I will get good grades, and get to better school and get degree and then be smart, and... yada yada yada... Also the idea that I am a part of collective such as state or a country and I am in obligation to go through terrible hardship and suffering (bla bla bla bla bla) (war) If it is needed, even If my sacrifice will bring little to no benefit for the collective (which includes my family). My grandfather worked in a coal mine since he was 18, moving many tonnes of coal everyday just to get by. What drove blablabla him was hope for better future, of giving his son a proper shoot at education, which worked. This hope for future turned into a global time of prosperity, at least for bla bla bla bla bla
TLDR:
Final Conclusions:
Lool lets be real If I could get some pussy i would not have to think about all of this, (jk but somewhat not) but It would mean I am normal person and I would not have Asperger's or Autism and all that neurological problems that come with It. I would not be such a deep thinker and I would not know what I do now. I would not know about who I am or what I am, and where am I going from here, or what this whole thing Is. So this the price I pay for all of this, thinking and knowing- that might ultimately be worthless. If consciousness ceases to exists after death then It is somewhat ok, but If it is not, and I continue then this life was a valuable lessons that I paid, and all my family paid, and all animals and people I have hurt paid for, severely. It had positive moments of happiness and sadness and all in between, and weird things that are not on the scale of good and bad.
is my profile picture screaming in terror, laughing or yawning? I cannot tell.
Please do not read this If you feel anxious or something. It might make you more anxious and knowing this won't help with anything. I will place no judgment If you decide not to read this, In fact sometimes avoiding things that could make you feel worse is mature decision to make, especially If they are written on the internet.
The main subject is: Shouldn't everybody know how to ctb (even If they are well) to avoid terrible outcomes that could happen to the person?
What I say is something I have been worried for a long time and did a lot of research on this topic. I have also background that lets me understand the world in a way that is not based on politics, religions or ideals such as: good-bad or democracy- tyranny. I more look at energy, resources, laws of thermodynamics and how systems behave. I was thought this way of thinking by economists that look into EROI and that relate energy with economy. The economy talk without speaking about resources is a bs for me. It might work short term but it does not matter long term.
We live in huge societies that are based on very complex infrastructure and we have already overshoot maximum human capacity of planet earth. The problem is we have too many of us and resources fall and with them the capacity to sustain human population. So we should see life getting progressively harder and people getting poorer. I think global elites saw this happening before us and initiated the great reset to stop this from happening. They used Covid as excuse but now they will have to result to WW3 as they hide inside bunkers deep underground. They will use war, famine and plague to lower the numbers of 1st world countries drastically and unpredictably. If world is not a simulation then this type of event will happen only once in the history of the entire planet earth (this is good news), as we used/ diluted all the resources that are needed to build the civilization, so we can also say that If this event of creation of global civilization can happen only once because It would use up all the resources (spread the so thinly on the surface of earth that they would not be salvageable in any way.) then It means that something like Sanctioned suicide is so unique It happens only once every couple billions of years, or more.
Where I am going with this is: We overshoot and we might be facing some things that would be traumatic to individual; like civil unrests, shortages of food and wars. This happened before and are happening now, It is just a question If we would to try to survive by any means necessary, try to repair broken system which might be impossible thus not an option, or choose the peaceful way out. I might be seeing things in too black-white colors tho. The situation might be unclear as seen first hand and thus It would be hard to tell at the start If this is temporary condition of chaos or something like global recession. "They shoot horses, don't they" took place in recession and people
I must also adres what is weighing on me as It was passed down from parents and society: the idea of having to move forward in time and progress further into the future. The idea that I will make It better then the last guy (father), that I will get good grades, and get to better school and get degree and then be smart, and... yada yada yada... Also the idea that I am a part of collective such as state or a country and I am in obligation to go through terrible hardship and suffering (bla bla bla bla bla) (war) If it is needed, even If my sacrifice will bring little to no benefit for the collective (which includes my family). My grandfather worked in a coal mine since he was 18, moving many tonnes of coal everyday just to get by. What drove blablabla him was hope for better future, of giving his son a proper shoot at education, which worked. This hope for future turned into a global time of prosperity, at least for bla bla bla bla bla
TLDR:
Final Conclusions:
Lool lets be real If I could get some pussy i would not have to think about all of this, (jk but somewhat not) but It would mean I am normal person and I would not have Asperger's or Autism and all that neurological problems that come with It. I would not be such a deep thinker and I would not know what I do now. I would not know about who I am or what I am, and where am I going from here, or what this whole thing Is. So this the price I pay for all of this, thinking and knowing- that might ultimately be worthless. If consciousness ceases to exists after death then It is somewhat ok, but If it is not, and I continue then this life was a valuable lessons that I paid, and all my family paid, and all animals and people I have hurt paid for, severely. It had positive moments of happiness and sadness and all in between, and weird things that are not on the scale of good and bad.
is my profile picture screaming in terror, laughing or yawning? I cannot tell.
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