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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
- Aug 12, 2019
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All my opinion :
i will surpass every one of the 8 billion humans alive as i go into Non-existence forever
if i can kill myself then i will be in a better state than any human or other animal alive, the state of Eternal Non-existence . a human that is alive can suffer unbearably or become trapped in a hell that is a a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine.
only in the state of Eternal Non-existence can i be guaranteed of never suffering that badly or suffering at all , no pain , no suffering , no problems , no traumatic memories for all time. Permanent Non-existence is the ultimate perfection
all my problems solved instantly and forever.
any alive will have to deal with suffering , problems , pain , diseases ,old age, parasites, cancer, injustice , lies , scams and living in this evil world. much more i can write a thousand page book on the evils of life existence and this evil world.
only a horrible accident of chemicals could create such horrors
so why is Non-existence forever not better than being alive if i can't suffer while i don't exist but i can suffer while alive or existing ? Eternal Non-existence is better .
plus i also won't have to work , shower , dress, wash clothes , work a job, deal with problems , suffer, eat , shit, have to clean everything , fix everything, groceries, take out trash, wash dishes, stress .... a thousand more things . i hate doing all that garbage every damn day. i won't be a slave anymore.
1.5 milion people in the U.S. alone attempt suicide per year showing how bad life is.
i don't see a reason why i have to live another second even if there were no suffering.
nothing matters. what will matter in a 1000 years? a trillion years? the only things that matter to me are me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap
none of us existed before the year 1859. every second of those 13.8 billion years we had no problems no suffering no pain no excruciating pain
to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain .
Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly the suffering is a trillion times worse than the worst one can imagine.
to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain . much less years of the unending constant worst pain every second of those years. to me a video or even eating food is not worth even a second of the worst pain. none of those pleasure addictions are to me worth even a second of the worst pain.
what am i a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain . why is that good?
an example of how horrible life is : a Sunfish has 300,000 million offspring at one time .
a fish has a brain eyes and can feel extreme pain. these baby fish are very tiny and almost all are swalllowed by larger fish soon after birth . they suffucate slowly inside the larger fish. this is what has been going on the torture every second for 500 million years is what they say is beaufiful sacred life.
imagine all of sudden you can see the world ,. you are a fish and there are giant fish all over chasing you trying to swallow you. you are in terror from the moment you are born . then you get swallowed and suffucate slowly in extreme torture. how many trillion trillion beings tortured in 500 million years? how many humans tortured? i worked in a nursing home. the only difference is a human can be tortured ( kept alive with machines) for decades in unbearable constant pain .
www.sciencealert.com
a fish can suffer 22 minutes of constant unbearable pain of suffocating when taken out of the water . how long inside a bigger fish at least that long or maybe longer.
many say someone or something intelligently programmed all this torture every second for 500 million years. i'll never believe that for what reason?
only a horrible accident of chemicals could cause such horrors. A molecule evolved 4 billion years ago called DNA along with other chemicals to create a cell called life
Non-existence forever is the escape from a hell a billlion times worse than the worst that can be imagined.
Non-existence forever is the only safety from life and this evil world , the only perfection the only thing with zero suffering zero pain zero problems and bad memories. Eternal Non-existence is the ultimate perfection
i don't see hardly any difference between me and a sunfish. we both are made of the same cells eukaryotic cells, both have eyes a brain and can suffer excruciating pain. the only difference is if i don't kill myself soon i'll suffer a quadrillion times worse than any fish.
it gets worse for the sunfish if it lives to larger size . see the video above , full of parasites of all sizes
don't read below ,could be traumatizing but i'm going to say what a human is . trillions of "human" cells but trillions of parasites , bacteria of many sizes. all crawling around inside and on a human . face mites on the face all the time. who knows how many kinds of different kinds of parasites i won't name. 30 trillion non-human bacterie also inside and on the human cells , all moving all independent organisms. the brain is 86 billion indivividual cells each an organism like an amoeba. brain cells connect in patterns to create unending constant unbearable pain . much more horrors
i will surpass every one of the 8 billion humans alive as i go into Non-existence forever
if i can kill myself then i will be in a better state than any human or other animal alive, the state of Eternal Non-existence . a human that is alive can suffer unbearably or become trapped in a hell that is a a trillion times worse than the worst hell one can imagine.
only in the state of Eternal Non-existence can i be guaranteed of never suffering that badly or suffering at all , no pain , no suffering , no problems , no traumatic memories for all time. Permanent Non-existence is the ultimate perfection
all my problems solved instantly and forever.
any alive will have to deal with suffering , problems , pain , diseases ,old age, parasites, cancer, injustice , lies , scams and living in this evil world. much more i can write a thousand page book on the evils of life existence and this evil world.
only a horrible accident of chemicals could create such horrors
so why is Non-existence forever not better than being alive if i can't suffer while i don't exist but i can suffer while alive or existing ? Eternal Non-existence is better .
plus i also won't have to work , shower , dress, wash clothes , work a job, deal with problems , suffer, eat , shit, have to clean everything , fix everything, groceries, take out trash, wash dishes, stress .... a thousand more things . i hate doing all that garbage every damn day. i won't be a slave anymore.
1.5 milion people in the U.S. alone attempt suicide per year showing how bad life is.
i don't see a reason why i have to live another second even if there were no suffering.
nothing matters. what will matter in a 1000 years? a trillion years? the only things that matter to me are me avoiding unbearable pain and my suicide asap
none of us existed before the year 1859. every second of those 13.8 billion years we had no problems no suffering no pain no excruciating pain
to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain .
Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly the suffering is a trillion times worse than the worst one can imagine.
to me nothing is worth even 1 second of the worst pain . much less years of the unending constant worst pain every second of those years. to me a video or even eating food is not worth even a second of the worst pain. none of those pleasure addictions are to me worth even a second of the worst pain.
what am i a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain . why is that good?
an example of how horrible life is : a Sunfish has 300,000 million offspring at one time .
a fish has a brain eyes and can feel extreme pain. these baby fish are very tiny and almost all are swalllowed by larger fish soon after birth . they suffucate slowly inside the larger fish. this is what has been going on the torture every second for 500 million years is what they say is beaufiful sacred life.
imagine all of sudden you can see the world ,. you are a fish and there are giant fish all over chasing you trying to swallow you. you are in terror from the moment you are born . then you get swallowed and suffucate slowly in extreme torture. how many trillion trillion beings tortured in 500 million years? how many humans tortured? i worked in a nursing home. the only difference is a human can be tortured ( kept alive with machines) for decades in unbearable constant pain .
Fish Suffer Up to 22 Minutes of Intense Pain When Taken Out of Water
Each year, a trillion or so fish are pulled from the water, typically destined for our plates.
www.sciencealert.com
a fish can suffer 22 minutes of constant unbearable pain of suffocating when taken out of the water . how long inside a bigger fish at least that long or maybe longer.
Who By Very Slow Decay
[Trigger warning: Death, pain, suffering, sadness] I. Some people, having completed the traditional forms of empty speculation – “What do you want to be when you grow up?”, “…
slatestarcodex.com
many say someone or something intelligently programmed all this torture every second for 500 million years. i'll never believe that for what reason?
only a horrible accident of chemicals could cause such horrors. A molecule evolved 4 billion years ago called DNA along with other chemicals to create a cell called life
Non-existence forever is the escape from a hell a billlion times worse than the worst that can be imagined.
Non-existence forever is the only safety from life and this evil world , the only perfection the only thing with zero suffering zero pain zero problems and bad memories. Eternal Non-existence is the ultimate perfection
i don't see hardly any difference between me and a sunfish. we both are made of the same cells eukaryotic cells, both have eyes a brain and can suffer excruciating pain. the only difference is if i don't kill myself soon i'll suffer a quadrillion times worse than any fish.
it gets worse for the sunfish if it lives to larger size . see the video above , full of parasites of all sizes
don't read below ,could be traumatizing but i'm going to say what a human is . trillions of "human" cells but trillions of parasites , bacteria of many sizes. all crawling around inside and on a human . face mites on the face all the time. who knows how many kinds of different kinds of parasites i won't name. 30 trillion non-human bacterie also inside and on the human cells , all moving all independent organisms. the brain is 86 billion indivividual cells each an organism like an amoeba. brain cells connect in patterns to create unending constant unbearable pain . much more horrors
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