Venting I will never live the life that I dream of

[whybother2002]

And my dream life is not something fancy. Is it too much to ask for a peaceful life? To go back to enjoying my hobbies? To experience love? Isn't that most people's lives?! I understand that maybe life isn't for me after all. I just want to die and yet I can't. The cruelest outcome is having to live and seeing people "around me" being happy. Until my parents die naturally, or at least my mother, then I'd just end my life.

 

[Rainbow Dash]

Jesus. You have the same things i want in life....
You and I can relate on that.
Peaceful, normal job/life, love (and if money permits family)

Like a life we can live where people would leave us the fuck alone and we just do normal shit. 9-5 job... go back to a nice apartment or house and just relax with spouce/family and when kiddies are asleep you can drink a beer and do your hobbies before retiring to bed with your spouce to watch that new episode of that show you both like before cuddling and falling asleep.......

Sadly I know that I am not "normal" and well for me finding that special someone is a bit tough.....
And yes... seeing how some poeple are a couple makes me wonder "HOW THE EFF AM I SINGLE"

Murderers find love.
Pedophiles find effing love!

Gay pedophiles who adopted a kid and well... yeah they were married... (William and Zachary Zulock)
Here we are single >_<

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I'm not sure anyone really has the kind of life you describe. Peace, enjoyment, love... in my opinion, are not to be expected, are definitely not normal, and just plain don't happen.

 

[whybother2002]

I'm not sure anyone really has the kind of life you describe. Peace, enjoyment, love... in my opinion, are not to be expected, are definitely not normal, and just plain don't happen.

I disagree. I'm not saying a life without any problems, I'm saying a simple life with a tad bit of happiness. I don't really believe the idea that everyone is actually miserable.