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moonleftdensetsu

moonleftdensetsu

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Apr 25, 2025
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I have some drugs and i think its going to end me when someone found me. I'm not afraid of death or anything but it just feel strange and weird. I'm pretty anxious about my family too. I don't wanna cause any harm but I don't think its possible at this point. I just wanted to get this off my chest. Though I still don't want to hurt my family. What do you guys suggest me to make it less painful for my family?
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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I'm sorry it has come to this for you, but I believe it will be painful for your family No matter what... hard to get around that part.

Idk if drugs are a good idea honestly, they often will leave you alive and possibly in worse shape. Regardless, I hope you find peace.. whether it be in life or death.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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what drugs are they?
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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40 mgs of risperidone and some random drugs I found at house
oh no, an antipsychotic overdose will have nasty effects (not necessarily fatal, but I do not recommend spinning the roulette wheel of painful side effects... the wheel is biased towards side effects instead of death)... no idea what the other drugs will do... if paracetamol overdose... painful liver damage, which may or may not be fatal
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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moonleftdensetsu

moonleftdensetsu

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Apr 25, 2025
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oh no, an antipsychotic overdose will have nasty effects (not necessarily fatal, but I do not recommend spinning the roulette wheel of painful side effects... the wheel is biased towards side effects instead of death)... no idea what the other drugs will do
I havent eaten or sleept for a day i think im going to pass out when i took those pills and feel nothing
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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I havent eaten or sleept for a day i think im going to pass out when i took those pills and feel nothing
that is only one possible outcome... I believe there will be nasty side effects the next morning
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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there will be no next morning
I wouldn't bet on it, overdoses of common medications are not that fatal, check the non-methods section to see for yourself. Additionally, I'm curious what drives you to seek death?
 
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moonleftdensetsu

moonleftdensetsu

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Apr 25, 2025
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I wouldn't bet on it, overdoses of common medications are not that fatal, check the non-methods section to see for yourself. Additionally, I'm curious what drives you to seek death?
i dont actually have any other options and i at least have to try
 
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EmptyBottle

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i dont actually have any other options and i at least have to try
If you want to test and see what happens, I can't stop you from causing harm to yourself... but I can only warn against it.
Note that there is a risk of spending some time in a psych ward... ICU, or other hospital area.
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

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Whether you succeed or not, will be hard on your family. If the method is not as sure to work, I would ask myself if I'm prepared to face my family in their pain if it doesn't go my way. I wish you well and all the best, sending love for whatever happens.
 
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EmptyBottle

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Whether you succeed or not, will be hard on your family. If the method is not as sure to work, I would ask myself if I'm prepared to face my family in their pain if it doesn't go my way. I wish you well and all the best, sending love for whatever happens.
that is the thing, it will cause pain, regardless of the lethality (which has been compared to a roulette)
 
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moonleftdensetsu

moonleftdensetsu

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Apr 25, 2025
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i didnt die. My family found me way earlier than i expected. I got hospitalize and I'm feeling fine right now. At least I got some attention I needed. Maybe I'll try again in future with more precise method.
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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i didnt die. My family found me way earlier than i expected. I got hospitalize and I'm feeling fine right now. At least I got some attention I needed. Maybe I'll try again in future with more precise method.
wish you a speedy recovery ❤️
 
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karakoltriste

karakoltriste

I hate psychiatry
Apr 30, 2025
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i didnt die. My family found me way earlier than i expected. I got hospitalize and I'm feeling fine right now. At least I got some attention I needed. Maybe I'll try again in future with more precise method.
i'm sorry, I hope they don't put you in the psych ward... get well soon 💋
 
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22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
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As many have said .. med iverdise could make things worse eapecially those that can damage your liver...

I have and will go through liver damage untill my time it is not pleasent or nice or painless its awfull and painfull living with a busted liver.. the other side effects could be worse..
Id say.. just take a breath and re-think and re-evaluate...
 
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Paizen

Paizen

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Feb 5, 2025
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I'm sorry it has come to this for you, but I believe it will be painful for your family No matter what... hard to get around that part.

Idk if drugs are a good idea honestly, they often will leave you alive and possibly in worse shape. Regardless, I hope you find peace.. whether it be in life or death.
Honestly, do something heinous. Your family will not love you anymore.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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That will Certainly work. As I will blow my fckn brains out, but Everybody is different which I hold Honor and Respect for.. Without a Doubt.

Just as I Believe they will Still love the OP ( myself or Whomever) from afar... Albeit in a different way.. -
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Honestly, do something heinous. Your family will not love you anymore.
tbh, that heinous thing could be harmful or reckless, I'd advise against doing that. What if the OP needs resources from the family... or for the heinous activity, commits a nasty crime that harms someone innocent (doubt the OP would do that)
 
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theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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i didnt die. My family found me way earlier than i expected. I got hospitalize and I'm feeling fine right now. At least I got some attention I needed. Maybe I'll try again in future with more precise method.
Omg
 
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teemoney

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Apr 19, 2025
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wishing you the best, and agency and dignity in whatever your next steps are <3
 

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