Venting i will CTB by bridge this summer

[Kymrii]

i have suffered with various mental problems my whole life such as ADHD, depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and possibly BPD. i have tried to CTB about 10-15 times in the past 3 years. i've had enough of life, ive suffered long enough, so during the summer this year, i will to to a bridge near my town and CTB. it's a 20 foot fall with huge rocks at the bottom. if that doesn't work though, there is also a nearby forest i could starve to death in.

 

[chr74]

sorry to read about your suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful and tiring what you've had to endure, there is certainly no relief from suffering to be found in this hellish world so I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for.

 

[HerculePoirot]

20 feet.. I'm afraid you'll injure yourself seriously, with much suffering. Please reconsider.

 

[never mind me]

20 feet sounds more of a heigth to brake some bones than to kill yourself.

 

[Kymrii]

20 feet sounds more of a heigth to brake some bones than to kill yourself.

then i'll go with option 2: starve to death in the forest

 

[Yahwa]

then i'll go with option 2: starve to death in the forest

As someone who's gone two months without eating I wouldn't advise it either. When your body runs out of fat to burn for energy it starts eating away at your organs and that's the worst pain you could ever imagine, and it doesn't kill you instantly. Dying from thirst is way quicker but it's gonna be hell too before you die, and you might go into psychosis which could lead you to leave the forest and someone to find you in a disoriented state only to end up in the hospital. If I were you, I'd reconsider and look for a more peaceful method

 

[Kymrii]

As someone who's gone two months without eating I wouldn't advise it either. When your body runs out of fat to burn for energy it starts eating away at your organs and that's the worst pain you could ever imagine, and it doesn't kill you instantly. Dying from thirst is way quicker but it's gonna be hell too before you die, and you might go into psychosis which could lead you to leave the forest and someone to find you in a disoriented state only to end up in the hospital. If I were you, I'd reconsider and look for a more peaceful method

i really dont care anymore if it hurts or not, or if its long or short. i only care about if it works or not.

 

[Ernest1964]

"Survivors of falls from hazardous heights are often left with major injuries and permanent disabilities from the impact-related injuries.[7]​ A frequent scenario is that the jumper will sit on an elevated highway or building-ledgeas police attempt to talk them down. Observers sometimes encourage potential jumpers to jump, an effect known as "suicide baiting".[8]​ Almost all falls from beyond about 10 stories are fatal,[" From Wikipedia about Suicide by jumping from height)​

20 feet is barely two stories high, sorry, but that will not do the trick. I wish you good luck in finding peace. Jumping off a bridge with a fall of only 2 stories will maybe get you a broken leg or a broken back, Think about how much worse things will be in that situation.

No half measures. If you're going to DO IT, don't try... plan for success.

Good luck.