I will be going to CTB tomorrow, this is a goodbye message.

[shijimahead]

tomorrow I will hang myself at night after getting out of the psych ward, in my own room, I have it all practiced and I expect a peaceful and painless death. before, I will just eat my favorite foods, a lot of them, and get drunk for the first time in my life (I've always wanted to know how it felt like).

I left a note for both my mother and father, although I live with my mom, I expect for a lady who cleans the house to read it and call an ambulance at around 10am. long after I'm dead. I'm sure to say, nothing has ever made me so happy as to know I will be gone.

I'm new to this forum and I don't know anybody here, and sorry if I made a couple of stupid questions regarding overdosing, just wanted to know if there would ever be a second option, or I wanted to know just because I don't want to fail in CTB this time.

thank you all here for having such a (supportive community? idk haven't been here for long, but I'll go thinking you guys are a friendly.) community.

If anyone has any ideas in what to do before I go, please tell me, but I won't have much time though.

goodbye.

 

[Unknown21]

Goodbye friend, wish u peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[zeropercentangel]

Good luck, I hope you find peace.

 

[Dliena]

Farewells OP and may your peace be eternal.

 

[Onomatopoeia]

Don't know your situation. But if you're going to drink and you've never been drunk, my favorite is Pinot Grigio wine on the rare occasion I drink. Not too sweet, not too strong. But one bottle will probably do it. Two might be too much if you've never drank and don't want to fail. Or have mimosas - champagne and orange juice!

Good luck tomorrow and have a safe trip.

 

[shijimahead]

Don't know your situation. But if you're going to drink and you've never been drunk, my favorite is Pinot Grigio wine on the rare occasion I drink. Not too sweet, not too strong. But one bottle will probably do it. Two might be too much if you've never drank and don't want to fail. Or have mimosas - champagne and orange juice!

Good luck tomorrow and have a safe trip.

I will try to have some wine then! where I live sadly, I think I can't get that specific bottle, but I will enjoy some before leaving.

thank you, and the best of my wishes to you.

 

[pebpebpebpeb]

don't die with regrets. do the things you were always too scared to do. wishing you well. i hope it isn't painful.

 

[theboy]

If you wish, you can make a wish list of things you want to do before you leave. I wish you all the best and I am sorry to hear that you have made the decision to leave CTB. It is difficult. I hope you find peace

 

[littlebean]

I wish you a peaceful farewell OP

 

[numbed one]

What's yr methode ?

 

[shijimahead]

What's yr methode ?

hanging, and compressing my arteries in the process of it.

 

[numbed one]

Good Luck,i wish i Can Do hanging too