Alcoholic Teletubby
Rip in piss
- Jan 10, 2022
- 374
Every action I've taken has culminated in a giant crescendo of screwing up. I keep allowing the years to pass me by, and I'm not even sure why. I don't think you have to be born for a reason; you may decide that for yourself.
But I get the impression that I'm putting all this effort into portraying my life as some sort of clique tragedy.
I'm aware of it. I can still hear that voice in the back of my head saying, "What are you doing? What's the purpose of this?" But I'm compelled to do it. My thoughts are gone. I'll continue this repetition.
Perhaps I have invested so much faith in the idea that I am unworthy of life that it has taken on the status of my reality.
(I may update this in the future, I may not)
But I get the impression that I'm putting all this effort into portraying my life as some sort of clique tragedy.
I'm aware of it. I can still hear that voice in the back of my head saying, "What are you doing? What's the purpose of this?" But I'm compelled to do it. My thoughts are gone. I'll continue this repetition.
Perhaps I have invested so much faith in the idea that I am unworthy of life that it has taken on the status of my reality.
(I may update this in the future, I may not)