Venting I was completely wrong. Life continues to be the same shit.

[sla_porra22]

A few months ago I posted a short rant about how a friend being shot made me get back together with my ex, and how it had improved my life (Here's the link for anyone who wants to see it https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/a-friend-getting-shot-just-improved-my-life.250786/). I was SO FUCKING WRONG.We're supposedly dating. But it's the same as nothing. It feels like we're still apart. If I text her, she takes HOURS to reply. Our conversations consist of "good morning" and SOMETIMES a "goodnight" and THATS IT. Nothing more. I really feel like we're separated or that she simply hates me. This has made me so unhappy that I haven't even wanted to talk to her anymore. I love her, but I feel like she hates me. She's going through a very strong depressive phase, but it still bothers me a lot and I don't even know how to approach it, because every time I've talked about it, absolutely nothing has changed. She always says she overslept and that's why she didn't reply sooner, but her replies are usually around 4 pm or later. Sometimes only after 6 pm. And then she disappears and only reappears around 11 pm, a time when she knows I'm already going to bed because I wake up early. Honestly, I believe she's just avoiding me to this extent

 

[Off_Switch]

The emotions of the circumstances that reunited you must've faded. This is the behavior of someone who does not care to have you in their life anymore at this point. It may not even be your fault. You gotta move on. It's over.

Post covid change the dynamics of everything, especially relationships. Nothing will ever be the same again