Story I was about to ctb but my aunt died.

[Girobatol]

Had my things ready to ctb yesterday but my aunt, the one I lived with, died. So I had to move the body, call a doctor for a death certificate and do all the funerary arrangements. I am sad for her but feel selfish because now I can´t ctb so soon. I feel that we need to mourn her for a while, give a time lap in between deaths. So here I am, suffering from the nasty side effects of lithium, depakote, olanzapine, lexapro and ativan. I really dont want to die during the holidays, I wanted to die right now.

 

[Meant2Die]

im Sorry for your loss but also for the circumstance. It has crossed my mind someone might die before me ,but around my planned time, in my family and how that would suck for me....selfish, I know, but eh..

 

[Fragile]

so sorry for your loss, and for the situation that you are stuck with, those side effects are really painful and i can't imagine having to endure them even longer.

Se fuerte amigo, estos son tiempos difíciles pero tu momento va a llegar y vas a encontrar paz de una forma u otra.