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Final Escape
I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
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I have an exploitative landlord situation. So I needed my fridge fixed/repaired. I don't know why I bothered to ask them to fix it because my landlord uses my sex worker situation to try to get sexual favors if I want my fridge fixed for example. So he comes over. I had texted the maintenance guy but it ended up being the creepy landlord that came over.
I was immediately anxious. The reason I had gotten into this place was because I had met the landlord as a prostitute. The bad thing was he only rented this place to me so he could have leverage and make me feel obligated to give him sexual favors and often. Well I did stop this situation but not right away. I just blocked him on my fone and would try to avoid having to talk to him etc.
This is the same guy that got me pregnant not last summer but the one prior. He insisted on no condom and decided to u know inside me. Well I was 41 by this time and I didn't think I would get pregnant that easily after one unprotected encounter. So of course I felt I had to abort and I was not in a place or situation to have a child. I certainly didn't want a child with the narcissistic creep.
Anyway, he comes over the other day trying to get me to have sex with him in order to replace my fridge and finally I felt strong enough to not give in. In the past I felt more weak, drugged out, and was not on the hormone replacement. So I felt more difficulty asserting myself. I managed to not allow it to happen yay the point is it was a big deal for me to win in this situation because in the past I felt really unable to assert myself.
I was immediately anxious. The reason I had gotten into this place was because I had met the landlord as a prostitute. The bad thing was he only rented this place to me so he could have leverage and make me feel obligated to give him sexual favors and often. Well I did stop this situation but not right away. I just blocked him on my fone and would try to avoid having to talk to him etc.
This is the same guy that got me pregnant not last summer but the one prior. He insisted on no condom and decided to u know inside me. Well I was 41 by this time and I didn't think I would get pregnant that easily after one unprotected encounter. So of course I felt I had to abort and I was not in a place or situation to have a child. I certainly didn't want a child with the narcissistic creep.
Anyway, he comes over the other day trying to get me to have sex with him in order to replace my fridge and finally I felt strong enough to not give in. In the past I felt more weak, drugged out, and was not on the hormone replacement. So I felt more difficulty asserting myself. I managed to not allow it to happen yay the point is it was a big deal for me to win in this situation because in the past I felt really unable to assert myself.
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