I want to traumatize people by ctb in front of them

[j.rez729]

Obviously, I would only physically harm myself and no one else, but I'm aware it would cause a lot of emotional harm to others especially if done in front of a large group of people - I want to maximize my reach. Love the idea of this. I keep seeing the looks of horror on their faces in my imagination, the tears, the shock. I love it all and I can't stop smiling right now for the first time in days.

I hope it lines the pockets of therapists in the area for years to come.

Don't forget to virtue signal about how it is selfish to traumatize others. You might get a Like reaction!

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

I understand, I feel the same. Do you want to do it just to a group of random people? I would like to do it to a specific group…

 

[j.rez729]

I understand, I feel the same. Do you want to do it just to a group of random people? I would like to do it to a specific group…

My father and stepmother and half-sister. I love my mother and would never do that to her. But my dad can live with it for what's left of his dumb life (he's 70).

Sorry that you're experiencing the same misery. It's rough, ain't it?

 

[itriedinthislife2]

I understand, I feel the same. Do you want to do it just to a group of random people? I would like to do it to a specific group…

amazing. why not a smith and wesson 9mm to the head live streaming it to the people that inflicted pain to you?

 

[j.rez729]

The mods keep trying to censor my post. This is the second time they've put it under "waiting approval"...So mods, is this Reddit now? Is this what this site has become, where people report each other like little cunts on Reddit and stuff gets taken down? Really?

amazing. why not a smith and wesson 9mm to the head live streaming it to the people that inflicted pain to you?

Would be crazy lol ;)

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

Yeah it's a little bit wussy here sometimes. Wish we could just discuss everything, but I guess that's not alllowed for some reason.

amazing. why not a smith and wesson 9mm to the head live streaming it to the people that inflicted pain to you?

That'd be a great idea!

 

[Pryras]

Who do you want to traumatize? Family or strangers? Family will be traumatized for sure but strangers won't care after a day or two. Someone was lit on fire in New York and people started filming so I doubt anyone would need therapy for watching a stranger die

 

[Wonhun]

The mods keep trying to censor my post. This is the second time they've put it under "waiting approval"...So mods, is this Reddit now? Is this what this site has become, where people report each other like little cunts on Reddit and stuff gets taken down? Really?

Would be crazy lol ;)

they dont like it despite it is not against any rule. I was censored for spreading red pill propaganda which is not violation of any rules

 

[maniac116]

But you would harm those who witnessed or found you.
There's a great number of people on this website because of trauma they have trouble dealing with.
Please don't add to the problem

 

[Dot]

The mods keep trying to censor my post. This is the second time they've put it under "waiting approval"...So mods, is this Reddit now? Is this what this site has become, where people report each other like little cunts on Reddit and stuff gets taken down? Really?

Would be crazy lol ;)

If ur psts r in approvl Q thn tht = autmatc & smethng in systm hs bn triggrd - = nothng 2 d/ wth censrshp & if ur threds wre approvd thn obvsly mds hve allowd thm

they dont like it despite it is not against any rule. I was censored for spreading red pill propaganda which is not violation of any rules

Bcse red pll propgnda = discrimntry agnst womn whch = agnst rles & thre r othr frums fr tht

 

[j.rez729]

Who do you want to traumatize? Family or strangers? Family will be traumatized for sure but strangers won't care after a day or two. Someone was lit on fire in New York and people started filming so I doubt anyone would need therapy for watching a stranger die

Children would need therapy whether or not they receive it. I agree adults most likely would be fine. But I would want to do it in front of my dad and his family.

 

[tbh2023]

Obviously, I would only physically harm myself and no one else, but I'm aware it would cause a lot of emotional harm to others especially if done in front of a large group of people - I want to maximize my reach. Love the idea of this. I keep seeing the looks of horror on their faces in my imagination, the tears, the shock. I love it all and I can't stop smiling right now for the first time in days.

I hope it lines the pockets of therapists in the area for years to come.

Don't forget to virtue signal about how it is selfish to traumatize others. You might get a Like reaction!

That's very selfish to do.

 

[Musiclover338]

that's whack man

 

[Wonhun]

If ur psts r in approvl Q thn tht = autmatc & smethng in systm hs bn triggrd - = nothng 2 d/ wth censrshp & if ur threds wre approvd thn obvsly mds hve allowd thm



Bcse red pll propgnda = discrimntry agnst womn whch = agnst rles & thre r othr frums fr tht

how it is discrimination against woman for saying the world would be better and achieve justice if it allows only the strongest one to have right to live?

 

[Dot]

how it is discrimination against woman for saying the world would be better and achieve justice if it allows only the strongest one to have right to live?

Ok tht = eugencs

 

[alltoomuch2]

Obviously, I would only physically harm myself and no one else, but I'm aware it would cause a lot of emotional harm to others especially if done in front of a large group of people - I want to maximize my reach. Love the idea of this. I keep seeing the looks of horror on their faces in my imagination, the tears, the shock. I love it all and I can't stop smiling right now for the first time in days.

I hope it lines the pockets of therapists in the area for years to come.

Don't forget to virtue signal about how it is selfish to traumatize others. You might get a Like reaction!

You disgust me

 

[bananaolympus]

I doubt it will be traumatic for random people you will just get filmed if you start doing a spectacle people will get shocked not in the way you imagine but in a "wooooow worldstar"

 

[needthebus]

Who do you want to traumatize? Family or strangers? Family will be traumatized for sure but strangers won't care after a day or two. Someone was lit on fire in New York and people started filming so I doubt anyone would need therapy for watching a stranger die

@Pryas is right.

You are vastly over-estimating people's decency in this day and age.

When that woman was lit on fire, police walked by her, one man filmed while watching, the perp just sat by watching it happen, and no one could determine who she was for days because no one cared about her and she was left to sleep and rot on subway cars in the days prior to her death, that's how cruel and evil society is

I know it brings you comfort to think they would be sad and in therapy and grieving, but if they are terrible people who deserve to be traumatized, they probably won't care, and these days it seems like there are a lot of terrible people.

 

[blackwidow]

Do you really not care what anyone at all thinks if you do this..? Maybe look at it another way before you decide.
You've said you love your mum, what if tomorrow she witnessed such a thing and mentally it ruined her for a long time to come....
How would you feel about the person that inflicted this horror your mum saw?
Just a thought.. No judgement here.

 

[needthebus]

also, just to virtue signal some more, the mods are right to be like barely approving this. this site has already gotten enough press coverage, there is such a thing as bad publicity, and glorifying traumatizing other people is potentially a risk to the site. it's unfortunate that freedom of speech is so limited in some ways, but the more stuff that makes the site look bad the harder it is to maintain.

 

[Rust]

I want to maximize my reach

Is your desire is purely out of malice? I somewhat get the appeal for what you're going for, but I think the main motivator for me would be having an impact on the world - doing something that causes tides of change. Unfortunately, violence is the easiest way to achieve this.

 

[j.rez729]

You disgust me

Good thing your disgust means absolutely nothing to me :-)

 

[alltoomuch2]

Good thing your disgust means absolutely nothing to me :-)

I expected nothing more. "Ignore" it is.

 

[itriedinthislife2]

Obviously, I would only physically harm myself and no one else, but I'm aware it would cause a lot of emotional harm to others especially if done in front of a large group of people - I want to maximize my reach. Love the idea of this. I keep seeing the looks of horror on their faces in my imagination, the tears, the shock. I love it all and I can't stop smiling right now for the first time in days.

I hope it lines the pockets of therapists in the area for years to come.

Don't forget to virtue signal about how it is selfish to traumatize others. You might get a Like

Obviously, I would only physically harm myself and no one else, but I'm aware it would cause a lot of emotional harm to others especially if done in front of a large group of people - I want to maximize my reach. Love the idea of this. I keep seeing the looks of horror on their faces in my imagination, the tears, the shock. I love it all and I can't stop smiling right now for the first time in days.

I hope it lines the pockets of therapists in the area for years to come.

Don't forget to virtue signal about how it is selfish to traumatize others. You might get a Like reaction!

i love this. few exceptions i wouldnt do it around. my mother and my 1 friend and you guys everyone else... free game

i hate the world i hate people. i dont mind thugs cuz they are hurting also but "normal" people i hate
i cant be the only one?

 

[itriedinthislife2]

Is your desire is purely out of malice? I somewhat get the appeal for what you're going for, but I think the main motivator for me would be having an impact on the world - doing something that causes tides of change. Unfortunately, violence is the easiest way to achieve this.

i love everyone in this forum and im going to be sad when i ctb... its going to be soon. local thug is hooking me up with a handgun, ive considered maybe even live streaming it as a tribute to my love for sasu

 

[j.rez729]

I expected nothing more. "Ignore" it is.

I'm not sure you're aware you're in a suicide forum.

i love everyone in this forum and im going to be sad when i ctb... its going to be soon. local thug is hooking me up with a handgun, ive considered maybe even live streaming it as a tribute to my love for sasu

Cool, livestreaming it on Facebook or IG? there was a guy a few years back named Ronnie Mcnutt - yes, his real name - who did this. I don't think it was planned though. He was bitching about people and some girl then he got a text message that seemed to trigger him. He goes, "Hey guys, I guess that's it" and blows his brains out. His whole head completely explodes, it's crazy. You can find it on LiveLeak-type sites.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I wouldn't be so sure that this would be as easy to achieve as you may think.

People are brain-rotted and numb these days. This entire world has gone to compete shit. The threshold of being shocked keeps getting raised every year. Witnessing morbid death is becoming a norm.

A bunch of people just sat around and did absolutely nothing when that woman was immolated to death in the NYC subway last month. Barely one peep of panic or outrage.

 

[j.rez729]

I wouldn't be so sure that this would be as easy to achieve as you may think.

People are brain-rotted and numb these days. This entire world has gone to compete shit. The threshold of being shocked keeps getting raised every year. Witnessing morbid death is becoming a norm.

A bunch of people just sat around and did absolutely nothing when that woman was immolated to death in the NYC subway last month. Barely one peep of panic or outrage.

If I do it in front of my family it will have an affect, trust.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

If I do it in front of my family it will have an affect, trust.

Sorry to hear that you have family this bad. They must have been horrible to you to deserve this.

 

[j.rez729]

Sorry to hear that you have family this bad. They must have been horrible to you to deserve this.

It'll just be my dad's family. And it's not that they are so horrible, it's that when I was 3 my dad had an affair and left my mom and immediately married the cunt he's still married to, had a daughter with her. Shows clear favoritism for daughter even if he denies it. I want to do it the next time I visit them for my birthday or next Christmas. Should be fun.