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Venting I want to sleep forever not die actually

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fatpigiee

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Feb 14, 2026
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If only for myself i want to sleep forever
I only want to die for others I hate hurting my family and wasting their time energy and money.If only I could live without making them sad because of me
If only they would leave me alone and let me sleep
I want to od to sleep
Sh to sleep
I just want to sleep all the time
Even if all my dreams are nightmares i just want to sleep again to escape from thinking about it
If I had an unlimited supply of sleeping pills it would be heaven
I wish I were a kinder person
I wish I didn't have to hurt anyone
Everything feels like a punishment
I'm really sorry, I really didn't mean it
I wish I could kill my "self" without dying
If i don't feel like I'm controlling myself then who does?
If i don't feel like I'm controlling myself then who does?
 
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