I want to run away

[allym101]

Wish I could just leave. I have nowhere to go. I just wanna start over. I want a new life. I wanna be with someone. Just leave everything thing behind, destroy my phone, make sure the cops can't track me, and I'll live peacefully and happily somewhere with someone I love. I fantasize about this alot. Just packing some bags and sneaking out one night. My life is ruining me. Everything is so mundane.... what am I even studying for? Do I even want to be a pharmacist? Do I really?

 

[bigdog]

Which country you want to go?

 

[allym101]

Which country you want to go?

Anywhere. Anywhere but here.

 

[Delia]

Can relate

 

[Panna]

I've considered this too, maybe run off and join a traveling commune. Pull my weight and they might let me stay.

 

[_Kaira_]

Honestly, I feel the same way. It's a nice thought. Somewhat of a 'second chance' at life with someone I love.

 

[allym101]

Honestly, I feel the same way. It's a nice thought. Somewhat of a 'second chance' at life with someone I love.

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Yes, completely my thoughts.

 

[Deleted member 23586]

Oh what i wouldn't give to just be swept away.

Also...Self Ban??

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

Oh what i wouldn't give to just be swept away.

Also...Self Ban??

Yeah why is OP's name crossed out ?

 

[Myforevercharlie]

There are places, like groups or little communities you can join who live of the grid for a large part. I've got a list somewhere if you're interested.

My son lives in an Emmaus, that's not of the grid, but they live their own quite sheltered Life

 

[degeneratewaste]

Oh what i wouldn't give to just be swept away.

Also...Self Ban??

Yeah why is OP's name crossed out ?

OP admitted to being a minor in chat.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

OP admitted to being a minor in chat.

There are a lot of minors here I think...

 

[_Kaira_]

OP admitted to being a minor in chat.

Oh no

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

OP admitted to being a minor in chat.

Oh no she has been here for a long time :(

 

[Deleted member 23586]

welp...

 

[Rn110bg101]

Regardless of minor or not, this post is relatable.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope op will be ok.

 

[_Kaira_]

I hope op will be ok.

I really hope so too. That sucks. If she's still here for her 18th, maybe she'll come back.

 

[Aeathelina]

That's always been my biggest dream. To pack my shit, change my number and drive in a RV with my dog & a map. Just to leave this toxic place behind. To a new place where I can start over completely and be the real me.
Hurts me because I know it never happen.

 

[Amumu]

That's better she self-banned.
But she was so supportive a member, we will miss you OP
I hope you don't come back though, it would mean you're still suicidal
Hugs

I have a friend who is a pharmacist too.

 

[sadworld]

Hey OP, I hope you're doing well. I have the same thoughts as you. Running away with someone I love, that would be a beautiful dream. I hope you come back when you're old enough. Best wishes