sadstuffie
Student
- Aug 11, 2020
- 157
it's not fair.
all these terrible things just suddenly happened to me. im scared you all will judge me if i say what happened. i know im being stupid.
my problem is that i really do love so many things about life, but i just can't do it anymore. i wish i could die & be kinda like a spectator so i could see the ones i love grow.
i need to die before Halloween even though it's my fav holiday....my abusive ex has ruined it for me because i know she'll be with her new girl instead of me. that sounds silly, but she suddenly told me & now i don't want to live in a world where my abuser gets to be happy & have everything i want.
guys, im scared. all i ever wanted was to have fun & help others.
i want this all to stop pls help
all these terrible things just suddenly happened to me. im scared you all will judge me if i say what happened. i know im being stupid.
my problem is that i really do love so many things about life, but i just can't do it anymore. i wish i could die & be kinda like a spectator so i could see the ones i love grow.
i need to die before Halloween even though it's my fav holiday....my abusive ex has ruined it for me because i know she'll be with her new girl instead of me. that sounds silly, but she suddenly told me & now i don't want to live in a world where my abuser gets to be happy & have everything i want.
guys, im scared. all i ever wanted was to have fun & help others.
i want this all to stop pls help