i want to live, just not in /this/ world

[immrw]

Maybe if the entire world was different, I might find the will to live. If people didn't have to work 2 jobs just to have a roof over their head, if a broken leg didn't send them into medical debt, if the entire fking planet wasn't on fire and dying from our own selfish, wasteful ways.

The world sucks. There is not "safe" country. There is corruption, greed, and suffering everywhere. I read books to escape, and I recently finished one and realized "if I lived in that world, full of universal equity and compassion, I wouldn't be suicidal." Maybe depressed, but not this bad.

There is no healing in a toxic environment (and I'm not just talking about the PFAS in our rainwater). People live in delusion thinking things will get better. Gen Z is growing up realizing their parents were poor, worked hard, and are now poorer than ever. This shit is rigged, and it boggles me that people are happy to be used so some rich fuck can get richer. You do everything right and still lose.

 

[FuneralCry]

This world truly is such a horrific place, there certainly is too much senseless cruelty and unnecessary suffering, this world could never be a desirable place to exist in.

 

[LittleBlackCat]

I completely agree with you.. I want to live, just not in this world, where living is becoming impossible.

 

[leavingsoon99]

You know, I feel this. I look at the world around me and just cry. The fact that humans charge themselves for existing is pure sickness and evil. The way people treat others and animals. The way they flat-out disrespect their own biosphere. And they really think they're helping something. I would want to live to if life here was different. I want to live, but in a different realm or world or reality. Definitely not this one. This is hell.

 

[Azno]

Most life isn't evil because they're just acting on their instincts, but we humans have the intelligence we just don't use it.

People enslave, oppress and exploit other people's weaknesses, and they torture animals and other humans.

humans can suffer unbearable suffering, and yet decide to bring other people to this world so they can also experience unbearable suffering.

then they look at us like we're insane for wanting to leave this world, and treat us like criminals if they find out.

 

[Ambivalent1]

Metoo

 

[The anhedonic one]

This shitshow world is a festering toxic hellscape of shitfuckery.
Anyone who likes being here is fucking deluded.