I want to know what mutual love is like before I go.

[greyblue_bian]

I've never really experienced what it's like to truly love someone romantically or someone me. This has shown itself as a reason why I have pro-longed my life.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Let all my happiness be yours, and all your sadness be mine.

Good luck in your search.

 

[Viafactorum]

I've never really experienced what it's like to truly love someone romantically or someone me. This has shown itself as a reason why I have pro-longed my life.

Being in a loving relationship is intoxicating. Throughout the history of humanity love has driven humans to obtain borderline superhuman achievements as well as commit sub human atrocities. Is it worth it? Personally I do not think so. In the end love is just a biochemical interaction in your brain. A weird feedback loop of oxytocin that keeps you buzzed till the illusion breaks(and it will break at some point since no relationship is perfect). All in all I can understand why you are seeking love but I want to warn you that it isn't some magic method for eternal happiness.

 

[Niko66]

This is pretty much the only real reason I am trying to keep on living too.

 

[lofticries]

I just wanna know what mutual attraction is like.

I don't trust myself with love due to my bpd. The temptation to fuck it up would be too great.

 

[Marine]

Same here.