I think that there is nothing that could ever make suffering in this world to be worth it. I see existence as being slavery, we are slaves to suffering, slaves to this decaying flesh prison in a world where factors out of our control dictate everything, it truly is a horrific nightmare existing in this hell where we can suffer to unlimited amounts, rock bottom doesn't exist here, there is always the potential for existing to get much more unbearable no matter what. It's why I see leaving this world as being the more desirable and rational option as I don't see any value in worthless, futile suffering. I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.