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cookji

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Mar 24, 2026
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I feel like I can't put it off any longer…
The thought of still being alive next year feels terrifying.
Every single day feels like hell.
I don't know when I'll go… I'm very scared, and it's really hard to get through this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand as all I want is to be gone, I just want to be free from this cruel, torturous existence and for me it'll always be torture to exist, I hope you find peace.
 

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