DeathToSpiesSMERSH
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- Feb 22, 2023
- 78
There's still a lot of hesitation with my thoughts as I'm typing this so that might explain some of the wording.
But I'm really looking to CTB before I turn 25, I want to release myself and others from who I am.
I can't carry on this world knowing I am broken beyond repair, being autistic, dyspraxic, unpleasant and abusive.
I want to equalise the world a little more by removing another bad element.
I have begun trying to gather resources, I've got Risperidone that's been prescribed to me, I can order Prochlorperazine as well to ease it.
I intend to go through with it by using SN, but accessing SN is something I'm not well versed in.
But I'm really looking to CTB before I turn 25, I want to release myself and others from who I am.
I can't carry on this world knowing I am broken beyond repair, being autistic, dyspraxic, unpleasant and abusive.
I want to equalise the world a little more by removing another bad element.
I have begun trying to gather resources, I've got Risperidone that's been prescribed to me, I can order Prochlorperazine as well to ease it.
I intend to go through with it by using SN, but accessing SN is something I'm not well versed in.