Discussion I want to escape reality

[Crematoryy]

I want to flee this place, detach myself from reality, sleep a dreamless dream perpetually. For the state of consciousness is useless. To denote the causal implications of existence and all the inequality of human experience abhors me. I want to deny existence, of life, of the world, of myself. And if I cannot commit suicide, I will force others to kill me whether they want to or not. I am alive now, but only for a moment —this is merely an anteroom to the end. I deeply wish to condemn this world to the same terror it has imposed upon me. In the recesses of unconsciousness I wish to be forever, distant from everything that once disturbed me. In a non-place where there is no pain, no need, no expectation. A mausoleum of serenity hovering over the void.

Do not protect yourself from the bullets of a gun: remove the target to be shot;
do not seek to cure a disease: eliminate the patient in whom the pathology resides;
do not use an umbrella during the rain: stay indoors and avoid getting wet;
do not fight for your life: choose denial.
Return the favor with the same coin: hate with hate, injustice with injustice, abandonment with abandonment, absurdity with an even greater absurdity. Don't seek love through another person: become the enemy of humanity.