Venting I want to die

[Nikki_Music]

I want to die so fucking bad. Why can't i just fall asleep and not wake up. Or hell give me a terminal disease. Why should some poor kid be stuck with cancer when i would gladly take it and die in a heartbeat. Why was i brought into life. God i wanna die

I wish i could at least talk to my friends about it. i just want to talk to thrm about my thoughts without worrying they'll alert someone and i'll have to go to a psych ward. can't trust anyone.

 

[Yoñlü×]

I'm sorry for your pain, it's very sad that in our society we still can't get rid of all suffering in freedom...

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to never wake again, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence, for me personally it brings me so much pain how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal, dreamless sleep, I only hope for non-existence and I understand that it's so dreadful and tiring feeling stuck here. But anyway I hope you find peace.