i want to cut until all my blood is gone

[wristcutangel]

i fucking hate this place, i loathe it and i'm done. i hope it gets destroyed. i wish religion never existed i wish islam never existed better yet i fucking wish i didn't exist. do people outside know how lucky they are? people that cry out bigotry at me saying this i hope they die too. i hate this world, i hate it for bringing me here. the fact that i cant even be mad at the people that fucking want me dead without fearing for people thinking im the bigoted one. This world is irredeemable, even if I got out of this place what good would it do? The fact I have to go onto a suicide form to feel even somewhat accepted says volumes about how failed I was by the world. I want to die. I want to die that's the only thing that could help me. I wish things were that simple. Do you know how terrifying it is knowing you could get executed for just not being a fucking bloodthirsty bigoted extremist and thinking it's actually bad to be one? To know you could get raped for your fucking sexuality if your family found out? Does anyone even fucking care?? No because I'm not their ideal victim I'm hateful and spiteful and unforgiving and most importantly I'm not a fucking westerner lmao. Nobody in this world will ever accept me. Everyone wants me dead and I just want to do it myself. I want to cut until not a single drop of blood is left in my body

 

[FuneralCry]

That really sounds so horrific what you have to go through, it's disgusting how people suffer so much all through no fault of their own, humans truly are the worst species.

 

[painful existence]

Ex Muslim here.I can relate to you.Islamic extremists are worst