RevolutionaryRed
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- Apr 8, 2018
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That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
Have you tried biting yourself, it works great! I recebtly got back into blades a few weeksback because things have gotten worse, I cant stop thinking about slitting my mouth open just to see if im still alive, I hate doing this to myself but dammit I really hate myself too so lets cut away eyh.I tend to punch my head when things get overwhelming. It helps me calm down and feels kinda good but I don't want to get damaged, so I usually have to compromise and hit my stomach.
Ah I don't have a bite so it's a bit of a problem. I can't physically bite myself properly because of fucked teeth. Also, I really have an animosity towards mouth pain because of all the shit I've had done to it to make it look better.Have you tried biting yourself, it works great! I recebtly got back into blades a few weeksback because things have gotten worse, I cant stop thinking about slitting my mouth open just to see if im still alive, I hate doing this to myself but dammit I really hate myself too so lets cut away eyh.
Oh sorry to hear that. What about scratching? I did it when I was 13 and damn did that felt good, although it freaked everybody out to which surprise me cause I thought everybody hated me. I still rember clawing away my own flesh just to see a new layer and getting a pretty good long lasting sense kf relief from the shit going on around that time.Ah I don't have a bite so it's a bit of a problem. I can't physically bite myself properly because of fucked teeth. Also, I really have an animosity towards mouth pain because of all the shit I've had done to it to make it look better.
I prefer the blunt force honestly.Oh sorry to hear that. What about scratching? I did it when I was 13 and damn did that felt good, although it freaked everybody out to which surprise me cause I thought everybody hated me. I still rember clawing away my own flesh just to see a new layer and getting a pretty good long lasting sense kf relief from the shit going on around that time.
I know what you mean. I almost want to light myself on fire because of how much I hate my body, I do feel like I've been cursed.That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
Please, try a psychologist if you don't already go. I also hate myself and sometimes I cut all my hair just to damage my image. Don't even have showers for days and wear the same clothes. Sometimes I'm just angry. Even there is anyone who I can blame. Thats why I focus in me.That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
Please dont cut your face.That's the thing I hate about myself the most . I cant stand looking at myself. I feel like I've been cursed
I would love to burn to death.I know what you mean. I almost want to light myself on fire because of how much I hate my body, I do feel like I've been cursed.
would u really want to burn to death? I wouldI can't look at my whole body. It is not only terribly ugly - it continuously hurts the whole thing. I dream to throw gasoline over it and burn it to hell, but I don't have balls to do this, I am a coward and a loser. I especially hate my head - I would like to blow it up with a shotgun, but unfortunately I don't have a chance to buy a weapon, every time when I see my reflection it seems to me that I will fall unconscious and vomit, I just can't be in that body anymore.
I almost fantasize about it, lighting myself on fire and jumping off a cliff like the human torch! Even though I would probably regret it instantly after lighting myself...I would love to burn to death.
would u really want to burn to death? I would